Quote from: Sephirah on March 16, 2014, 07:28:24 PM
Feeling very taken for granted.

It's dumb. Stupid. And in my own head. But I can't help it.

I just can't decide whether it's making me unhappy, annoyed, or a combination of the two.

Eh, it doesn't matter.

Sometimes I feel that way but I try not to dwell on it and move forward - It just isn't worth giving yourself the brain damage over it

Quote from: FrancisAnn on March 16, 2014, 06:40:56 PM
Just can't stick to my diet, ate too much today. I have to find more discipline somehow? Starting Whole Body Transformation diet system soon. I'm 195 pounds & only 5' 9'. That is just way too fat. Going to try my best to lose maybe 20 pounds in the next 90 days.

Sundays dont count in diets... true story

Only monday-saturday 

Quote from: radsi on March 16, 2014, 07:58:51 PM
Sundays dont count in diets... true story

Only monday-saturday 

FrancisAnn, Radsi makes a lot of sense, we should keep her around for sure!

Quote from: Shantel on March 16, 2014, 08:39:14 PM
FrancisAnn, Radsi makes a lot of sense, we should keep her around for sure!

I just like to eat junk food on a sunday hahaha... lol id rather u didnt keep the her part of me around tho

I was stapling this pamphlets together and my hand started killing me and swelled up. It's still swollen now thought not as bad. It's been 4 1/2 weeks since I injured my hand. I still can't handle a normal amount of typing at work either. And I can't draw yet either. not really.

sigh. And I know the doctor said "months" so I'm being impatient but dang it the splint is off and I want to get back to my life.

grrrrrrrrrrr

Quote from: Natalia on March 15, 2014, 03:42:26 PM
My mother...died this morning... 

My father died two years ago...I don't have nobody...I don't have nothing more...

This is too much for me...I can't stand this...I can't live without her...I can't...

My sympathies for you as well. Having my mother die just over a week ago, I think I can understand a little of what you are going though. I'm hoping it will get easier with time.

My mother has a lung infection...
We don't know if it's serious or benign, but I just know that if it's serious, I can't go into transition...
F***, just, why do this happen ? She is all for me, even if she is really negative with me, about the feelings I speak about here. She says I should keep it for myself, but it's exactly what I don't want to do anymore. I just want to get the f*** out of the closet. And I don't know if my mom will be there for me...

I failed one course in mathematics and got the result today...

Reading here that so many of my dear friends are feeling down and sad.

Listen people, being transgender is the hardest thing a person can face, on top of that many of us carry burdens of extra pain and sorrow.
I'm facing things I really don't know how to cope with but I will.

Sometimes we bicker and argue, sometimes we snap at each other, but we all suffer together and that makes us strong men and women.

So lets have a big mutual hug. I think we all need it.

Cindy, I don't know if I'm the only one, but the pictures in your post aren't loading.

Quote from: 930310 on March 17, 2014, 02:24:22 AM
Cindy, I don't know if I'm the only one, but the pictures in your post aren't loading.

When you are having a bad day, everything goes wrong!

HUG

Just off right now. Feeling the bad things in life. The despair, lack of motivation and direction, loneliness. It's darker than the view out the window.

Not having closure....

As Cindy said. It's really sad that a lot of us are feeling down right now. But we have to keep going, things are going to get better for us! We will overcome our sad emotions and we will be filled with happier ones.

My dad just called me, long story which make my blood boil.

Thought I was caught up in a bike accident yesterday.

Getting called sir , young man at the hospital...

Why does it hurt so much?

Quote from: learningtolive on March 16, 2014, 06:15:20 PM
Sometimes I feel like I let people walk all over me.  Like I can't confront their hostility or aggression.  Sadly, I really don't want to bother anyone and really try to have a positive impact on others here, but it seems people dislike me and I annoy them no matter what I do.  Even here.  I guess that's part of life.  And the sad part is that even when people dislike me or express their anger towards me, I blame myself.  It's my fault for it.  I realize I'm annoying to some and many don't like me here, but it's not my intention to bother people.  I really don't like upsetting people and refuse to report anyone who is also in need of assistance with their gender dysphoria, but I wish they would just leave me alone if their only goal is to tear me down or constantly share their unwanted criticism.

I don't think that's true hon, you are just overreacting to something someone may have said that you may have internalized wrong. It's easy to do when you can't hear the tone of what's being said or see the body language of the other person. Take it easy and simmer down and please don't blame yourself for other people's misconstrued comments.

Quote from: Sephirah on March 16, 2014, 07:28:24 PM
Feeling very taken for granted.

It's dumb. Stupid. And in my own head. But I can't help it.

I just can't decide whether it's making me unhappy, annoyed, or a combination of the two.

Eh, it doesn't matter.

I sure don't take you for granted hon, you're a mighty fine gal and a force for good here.

Quote from: Cindy on March 17, 2014, 02:22:27 AM
Reading here that so many of my dear friends are feeling down and sad.

Listen people, being transgender is the hardest thing a person can face, on top of that many of us carry burdens of extra pain and sorrow.
I'm facing things I really don't know how to cope with but I will.

Sometimes we bicker and argue, sometimes we snap at each other, but we all suffer together and that makes us strong men and women.

Yup, I'm with Cindy! OK everybody wake up it's Monday morning we're going to do jumping jacks, One - two - three

I want to close my eyes forever.