I thought you marry tink. Well, I like the regular one with feeling. I want to have a normal life but that seem hard. How can i say to the one I love, I'm sorry we can not have kids. Every time I get this same questions run in my head.. why can i not born normal? Well.. Then I think if this didn't happen to me, I wouldn't See life in a different view.
Now, All I wish is to be complete and be good to the one i love and spend time with. My problem is to find the right person to operate on me and the required process. With technology today I hope the process is easy. The future is hard to tell. I hope I have someone to be with on that long lonely road.