What wonderful support so many thanks
Actually I am stealth in church. These prayer warriors are co workers over the years with common needs to mine, and most survivors of really huge stuff that kept their faith. An honor to know them.
Talk about risk taking though. Coming out with someone usually feels like letting go of a rope and finding out how far away the floor got, hoping it's still there.
Thank God you are all here.

I melted down again today over fear of my wife leaving over future dysphoria progressison. If it does not progress, she stays. If it does, it is an unknown that i don't think she can handle.
I get selfish - l lose everything. If I keep it in Christ - I have a fighting chance.
Blessings and Thank Yous. Especially to Christ for intervening so wonderfully for me.