Quote from: Edge on May 11, 2014, 04:56:52 PM
Apparently, accepting feelings makes them stronger. Huh.

agreed. but they also can become the aklie's heel

maybe i should ?

Quote from: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 05:04:44 PM
maybe i should ?

whatcha do this time, sis? lol

Quote from: Umiko Liliana on May 11, 2014, 05:01:22 PM
agreed. but they also can become the aklie's heel

Achilles* Sorry.
They were a weakness to begin with. I've just been more accepting since they're disguising themselves as joy again for the moment and because I already know that, no matter how much I may care for someone, I will still be merciless if they cause me problems.

Quote from: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 05:04:44 PM
maybe i should ?

Do it. What is it you are considering doing?

oh it's too naughty to say it out loud guy & girl LOL

hahaha

Quote from: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 05:55:30 PM
oh it's too naughty to say it out loud guy & girl LOL

hahaha

xD haha! dont kiss and tell so sshhh xD

I was sitting here and I realized: "Oh crap! I haven't taken my Estrace or my Xanax today!" I was sitting here and I started to feel really....weird. That was when I figured out what was going on.

i'm thinking of a nap

I have finally decided what "look" I want for myself. When I am able to I want to grow out my beard, just enough to have coverage, and then have my hair slightly shaggy. Sort of like that Steve dude on YouTube but more cleaned up. I would be happy if I saw that in the mirror.

Now to do that, my moustache has to fill in a little more, and my beard needs to rise higher on my cheeks.

i'm thinking i need a seriously shower o: why make a girl mow the yard 

I wonder if I should go to the doctor? bleh.

i have ocean superpowers xD

Quote from: birkin on May 12, 2014, 03:20:56 PM
I have finally decided what "look" I want for myself. When I am able to I want to grow out my beard, just enough to have coverage, and then have my hair slightly shaggy. Sort of like that Steve dude on YouTube but more cleaned up. I would be happy if I saw that in the mirror.

Now to do that, my moustache has to fill in a little more, and my beard needs to rise higher on my cheeks.

Thinking I should google "that Steve dude on Youtube."

Also lol considering my male relatives, starting to wonder if I'll ever be capable of a mustache. My 40ish half-brother can't get more than a few long red hairs on his chin, and my full-blooded dad can manage a thin white mustache and goatee now that he's probably in his 60s, but I never saw him try that or anything else when he was young so idk. I can get a small dark brown/black patch on my chin, like the skinny stoner guy on Scooby Doo, and a little bit of neckbeard, and just enough wisps in the sideburn area to look silly if I don't shave.

I'm thinking about figuring out how to hook up a modern video game system to a computer monitor so I could play console games with controllers. I'm sure there's a way to do it. I'm willing to buy a console, but not willing to own a television.

Here you go Felix, lol:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ogJtX-Z7Xs&list=PLPx8ewOZjypTjEfYJ9CkLJc4GfInbtA6Y

i'm thinking i have super soft hair and skin even though i'm still pre xD

maybe I'll lock the pup in the kennel tonight. hmmm

Nice being able to sit in the sun and eat lunch in a grassy park in Sydney city before heading off to three hours of face zapping fun (aka electrolysis)...

I need to do a 45 minute workout, but I may just to a T-25 because it's so hot and over exerttng myself may not be a wise idea.

Quote from: birkin on May 12, 2014, 03:20:56 PM
I have finally decided what "look" I want for myself. When I am able to I want to grow out my beard, just enough to have coverage, and then have my hair slightly shaggy. Sort of like that Steve dude on YouTube but more cleaned up. I would be happy if I saw that in the mirror.

Now to do that, my moustache has to fill in a little more, and my beard needs to rise higher on my cheeks.

It's a good feeling isn't it? I figured out a little while ago what look I want and it was such a relief because it was like I could finally see myself in the real world. (Sorry if that doesn't make sense.)

Thoughts I should probably write a longer post about.

No, it totally makes sense. Part of the thing for me is, I knew I wanted a male body but not what kind of male I wanted to look like. So to have an idea, and actually be able to achieve that (since I have facial hair coming in) feels nice. I am worried the longer hair will hinder my passing as long as I can't grow the stache yet and I want to avoid neckbeard without any accompanying stache.