Quote from: GnomeKid on May 13, 2014, 11:51:20 PM
meee tooo!

Hate it.  My friends tell me I'm like a 90 year old man.  My room mate yells at me and tells me I need to update things instead of just clicking "run this time"  Whatever.  When it stops working I'll update it.  Until then I'll leave things as they are.

*gasp* Outdated tech users, I'm not alone! Tonight I charge my Zune with pride.

Weird/embarrassing secret hmm? I own a stuffed kangaroo collection.

I'm trying to keep my chin up. but inside I just want to give up.

I'm going to sound like a loser which i am;

"I Am A Real Nowhere Girl, Sitting In Her Nowhere Land, Making All Her Nowhere Plans For Nobody".

I'm really sick of people pretending most of my personality doesn't exist.

@GnomeKid & Handy

Do not fret my friends when a giant EMP goes off destroying all technology we will be part of the few who survive because we do not need all the fancy toys of the modern age.
1)check on lab for status report on army of flying penguins, puffin dingos and flying wombats. (Never cross a wombat at night they look all cute and cuddely but can be very vicious)
2)Finish the building of my oubliette's. (If you help me take over the world I wont dispose of you but I will put you away so you can't do the same to me)
3)Fill them with treats to show what a benevolent tyrant I am. (If you like wine there will be goon, heavy metal you get rap, vegatarian mixed grill)
4)Reserch into building and launching a giant EMP bomb
Hey a girl has to have her hobbies, all I wish for my birthday is you to do is bow down and worship me. So who is with me.

This is something I have given serious thought about and have had discussions with friends. If I had the means the world would be in my grasp.  When I call friends the theme song to pinky and the brain comes up

I hate just about every thing about me. Im stuck in life, not just my transition in the inbetween world. being able to be both and none ant the same time, but also with work and family. I cant seam to get my feet under me to realy stand and streach to take those much needed steps forward.

I have a girlfriend and I like her, but sometimes wish I was alone because even if she is supportive, she makes me nervous the days I feel most dysphoric 

I've wanted to delete my account here since the day I made it, but I didn't because I'm afraid I might gloss over how hard it was to transition. And no matter what healthy reasons people have for disappearing, it makes me sad when people do so. So I wander off for long periods sometimes, but I don't remove or anonymize my profile.

I have a kid in high school, and now I want to delete my account because I don't want to face teenage rejection all over again if they google me. I'm sickened by the thought that I might get jeered at when I go pick her up. It happened when she was younger, but it didn't bother me because it was just children. Somehow viciousness from teenagers still gets to me. I know it's selfish to care more about my own feelings in this than my child's, but she never seems to notice even blatant nastiness if it's just verbal.

I want to be honest and useful more than I want to be respected and accepted.

I have found that i have depression triggers from my childhood. My dad used to be really bad at verbal abuse. Hes calmed last i saw him but the words he spoke against me still hurt.

So far i havent seen my family in 4 - 5 months. My mom finally messaged me again today to tell me they moved. Im hoping theyre happy where they go.

I want to help the trans community by educating people on how we really feel and what we really go through.
I dont know how im going to do it or when ill stop being too lazy, but im hoping i can help a lot.

I am now about 4 months hrt. Im beginning to love my body in ways i didnt expect, and hate my body in ways i didnt expect. But everyone tells me im happier.

I want to go to this Japanese place in our mall just to be served by this beautiful lady.  She's probably in her mid 30's or early 40's and I think she has a child.  She kind of reminds me of Sailor Mars.  I want to buy something just to be served by her.  It would make me feel special to be served by this lady.