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I was very interested in coming out to my doctor, and I started the process of trying to find health insurance today. I am self medicating, and feeling I am not doing so well as setting my dosages, since my body was built atypical and I probably had high natural estrogen to begin with.
I fall into that lost forgotten category with health insurance. Too few employees at my work to need employer to provide coverage. I make decent money, but just September I came back from south America with 6 cents in my pocket from our project losing financing, and student loans, and just a lot of debt. So even though I make good money, I still am living paycheck to paycheck. The system doesn't differentiate between making 45,000 a year after a lifetime of making less than 5000 a year from someone who has consistently grossed over 30,000 for several years I guess. My teeth need work, my kidneys are shot, and im too far into my transition to simply stop.
So has anyone else found themselves in this category? I am spending about 250$ a month on meds all around (not just transgender stuff) and about 80$ every two months to see a regular doc. I haven't had the bloodwork and liver tests, and fear I may have a kidney stone, possibly in both kidneys. On top of that, I am having an allergic reaction to the estrogen (itchy small hives.) I got bennedryl on-hand at all times in case it gets worse & am not afraid to go to the ER if things get really bad. I already plan on just coming clean to my doc, but I worry he may want testing done, and I am not sure if I can afford it, and I am also afraid to get into a situation where I get all the things sorted cheaply and get stuck with another bill that is more than the care I needed in the first place. I already slowed down on the spiro since I am not sure if the diuretic effect is what is causing the kidney issues or not. I have had similar reactions to other diuretics in the past.
Also does anyone else have an estrogen allergy? What did you end up doing to overcome it? I would like to know it is possible to continue under managed care. In South America medical care was super affordable. It's hard to come back to the USA and deal with this stuff.
Any thoughts? Suggestions? Ideas?
I don't need to be taught any lessons or made out to be foolish. My situation is my own, and I have different needs, limitations and experiences than anyone else. I need help.