I was given a whistle today. I can make noise, loud annoying noise.

I think I may have taken my E twice by accident this morning. I'm happy, nearly euphoric, feeling good and seein everything pink and rainbow despite knowing reality is fa darker.



Also, I'm behaving like a complete slut, and all horny.

I might be getting a job finally. I got an e-mail back for a customer service job at an airport, I've sent my résumé and its great that being bilingual in English and Spanish comes in handy for certain jobs.

Playing a new game with my dog, Warlords (like the old Atari 2600 game).

This was fun!


Honey 'n oil in my hair, made it nice and silky smooth, plus smelled nice too, for a little bit.
Using that excess honey oil on my body...Snickers chased me around the living room trying to lick my legs. 

Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 16, 2014, 09:57:07 PM
Playing a new game with my dog, Warlords (like the old Atari 2600 game).

Holy hell!  I love the Warlords games!  I remember giving that series a lot of my time when I was younger.  I think it was Warlords 2 or 3 that I spent a ton of time on.

Also, if you like that game and also have the energy to download a Sega Genesis emulator, get Master of Monsters.  Incredible game

Got an unexpected cheque in the mail now I can get my facial hair removed. Yaaay

Quote from: FilaFord on June 16, 2014, 11:27:43 PM
Holy hell!  I love the Warlords games!  I remember giving that series a lot of my time when I was younger.  I think it was Warlords 2 or 3 that I spent a ton of time on.

Also, if you like that game and also have the energy to download a Sega Genesis emulator, get Master of Monsters.  Incredible game

While I had the Warlords game back then, I could never play it on the 2600 because I never had any paddle controllers for it, but I remembered it fondly as my castle got smashed by the ricocheting ball every time. 

Darn Genesis emulator always crashed my laptop.  But hey, that's what Youtube is for! My laptop sucks for gaming, but I've always stuck mainly with the NES anyway, so no big deal really. But I don't really play games all that much anymore anyway, not sure what changed.

Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 16, 2014, 09:57:07 PM
Playing a new game with my dog, Warlords (like the old Atari 2600 game).

Honey 'n oil in my hair, made it nice and silky smooth, plus smelled nice too, for a little bit.
Using that excess honey oil on my body...Snickers chased me around the living room trying to lick my legs. 

Snickers is so cute and attentive as she watches your every move, my dog is like that too. They are unconditionally loving unlike people.

Nothing puts a smile on my face like 2 eggs and tomato on a plain bagel with orange juice.

Terri Clark came on the radio. I don't know why, but I have always found her music to be extremely comforting and uplifting. She is so talented!

Quote from: Marcel on June 17, 2014, 11:19:04 AM
Nothing puts a smile on my face like 2 eggs and tomato on a plain bagel with orange juice.

How do you make the OJ stay on the bagel, soak it in?

What made me happy today? Teasing Marcel.

Quote from: Dee Walker on June 17, 2014, 03:11:26 PM
How do you make the OJ stay on the bagel, soak it in?

What made me happy today? Teasing Marcel.

Lololol teasing me might be a new sport.

My snake print maxi skirt and silk top make me happy.

Stayed and watched my son at his autism program today. Before he started going, he refused to point at pictures. He was mostly cooperative today. It was pretty fantastic.
Also, we went to the park and I went for a two hour walk after.

I feel like I had a boobie explosion. Hmm, what'd I do or eat that was different? Well, I had me an egg salad sandwich, and a glass of soy milk, a short time after I look down and notice my boobs are all large and puffy. Whoa! Yay! 

My mom just shakes her head, like, "oh geez"

Bought a new dress



$50 on line!

That is one very gorgeous dress!!!

Had a nice session tonight with my therapist.
Always cheers me up.
She can really see a difference now.
Talked a bit about the big step.
Showed my work pass from a picture taken 3 years ago. We had a great laugh. Just a little bit of a difference.


Talked about trip to Manila next week as well.
Going to miss my couch.

Quote from: Cindy on June 18, 2014, 03:03:39 AM
Bought a new dress



$50 on line!

Ooh, that is nice! But not the price (not for me). 

Well, things improved very quickly...a month ago I was in tears and feeling like crap because I had no job, not even a minimum wage one would call me back...as of today I have TWO jobs lol. The hours are flexible, but I plan to work 7 days a week whenever possible until I can pay for surgery. And they aren't minimum wage, I'm going to be able to save at least $1000 a month, more if I go 7 days a week.

And needless to say, it was a huge self-esteem boost when they both expressed genuine enthusiasm at my education and experience. I've had to disclose my past to one because of the police check, she seemed very surprised and goes "so, you're not becoming a woman anymore? I can put you in as male?" Lol. As for the second, we will find out what they think of that. They're young so it will probably be OK.

The bad news is that part of the job is working with violent people.