When I started HRT last February, I took a lot of comfort in knowing that I could quit along the way and nobody else would know anything different. It wasn't that I was planing to quit; it just felt reassuring that I could. But I knew a day would come when there was no turning back. Mentally, I was probably there at about 2 months in. At that point, when I missed as dose, it just felt completely wrong to me. I needed my estrogen.
But physical side has taken a little longer. I could see the changes because I was looking for them, but I was pretty sure nobody else could. That is starting to change drastically. In the last couple of weeks, I am astonished by how quickly my body seems to be morphing. I am very close to the point where it will become impossible to hide what I am doing from my work colleagues. I either quit now, or I go down a one way road. Well, I just took another dose of estrogen, so I better start thinking about how I am going to come out to my colleagues. Womanhood here I come!