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I "failed as a male" twice this week, 6 1/2 week into HRT...INCREDIBLE!

Started by JohannaJohn, July 29, 2014, 05:36:33 PM

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stephaniec

well, you think your encounter with red toe nails is an experience, just wait for when you go shopping in your nice new dress and heels and all the guys making eyes at you. The glance of a handsom man while your looking your most vulnerable and feminine will make your head spin. Yesterday I was in my favorite coffee house and there was this gorgeous hunk of manhood sitting at the counter and our eyes met and I almost needed an ambulance because my heart skipped some beats.
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JohannaJohn

Quote from: Evelyn K on August 01, 2014, 02:47:33 PM


Evelyn, "peer pressure" is hard to resist, as are my great feelings...

I cannot help it, these hormones are incredibly strong...they are making me cry a little sometimes, when I am reading and writing things on this forum...

OMG what is happening to me?  Never has this happened to me before...I can't believe it...it is SO wonderful...

I am over the moon...how can I be so blessed...

I plan to get a great female hair stylist or great gay male hairstylist, of which there are tons of them in my Latin city, wow oh wow the girls here are SO beauty conscious, probably even more so than in the USA or Canada, the cis girls are such great role models here...

I think it will be great...

When my hair is a little longer is several weeks, I will "come out" at a beauty salon in the full stylish female one-piece dress I already wear frequently, feminine sandals maybe bright pink color I will have to buy those but they only cost $10 here for decent quality...

I will have them give me a complete manicure and pedicure, professionally polish my fingernails and toenails probably bright red for my toenails since this is my fav color it is so awesome for my toenails...

And sexy medium deep purple for my fingernails...smoking hot girls here use this color a lot...I think I can pull this off, Evelyn, especially if makeup pros apply it...

Then have them, or my cis girlfriend, take plenty of photos with my digital camera, to send to people I know who I want to "come out" to --

Not everyone yet, but a select few friends, especially female friends.

Evelyn, I feel much more comfortable coming out to good female friends first....it is a little more difficult for me to come out to good male friends, actually...but I need to overcome this fear, because my breasts are likely to soon FORCE me to come out...even to male friends...

And of course gals, I will succumb to "peer pressure"  ::)   here, and come out with photos to you guys here...

As Johanna, feminine best, in full styled hair, bra, dress, makeup, and professionally polished nails.

WOW
I am female.
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Evelyn K

Johanna I really love your stories about your incredible nipples. What are your future plans for them? Are you going to pierce them? Do you like to play with them? Are they like pencil erasers? Can you bite one yet?

Tell us moar! I'm fixing to get a box of tissues!
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JohannaJohn

Quote from: Evelyn K on August 01, 2014, 03:18:43 PM
Johanna I really love your stories about your incredible nipples. What are your future plans for them? Are you going to pierce them? Do you like to play with them? Are they like pencil erasers? Can you bite one yet?

Tell us moar! I'm fixing to get a box of tissues!

Well, Evelyn, the greatest things to happen to me, so far as I make my journey to full female, are my nipples and my newly-found female intuitiveness and FEELINGS/emotions.  These are bringing me incredible happiness...maybe I will put up a Website about it...

I am not an expert in website construction, but I know how to do it and have done it, and I know how to get a youtube page up and running, because I have done all of this with some other business activity I have...

Maybe I can be an inspiration to others trans-girls, or potential trans-girls, who aren't necessary age 18 or 22...heck, Evelyn, maybe I could even be an inspiration to THEM, too...

I mean, I can show some 18 or 22 or 24 y.o. girls who are "on the fence" and maybe a little scared to start hormones, wondering if it can work for them...and show them that if I can do it, they certainly can.  The difference maybe is that THEY are still young enough to become MODELS...

too bad I didn't stop hiding my female-ness at age 25 or something, but, okay, my life mostly as a male has certainly been reasonable, but I am over-the-moon with almost delirious euphoric happiness OMG these hormones are taking over my mind...HOW WONDERFUL...

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My nipples liek pencil erasers?  Well, yes, quite frankly, probably so...I hadn't thought of them in this way until you mentioned your idea...

But probably yes...

I LOVE to touch my nipples and play with them...

My gosh, I am now doing so unconsiously...when I rang his doorbell of a married male client this morning at his house, I noticed my nipples totally obviously poking through my shirt...I wonder if he noticed them, as he saw me...

But most of the staring at my nipples and breasts up to now, is coming from FEMALES...females are more perceptive intuitively about changes in appearance....

But even some male colleagues and clients are starting to stare at my breasts and nipples now, especially my RIGHT nipple which is taller and firmer so far, than my left nipple...

I am playing with both of my nipples as I think of you gals now,a typing this story of my female journey to you...

I FEEL just so wonderful that you want to hear my story...I want to help other trans-girls, and new potential trans-girls, to help you understand my FEELINGS all through my transition journey, just as I am doing now...

I definitely CANNOT squeeze my great nipples, or push too hard on my small breasts...it just plain HURTS badly if I do, because they are SO feminine and sensitive now....

Remember my nipples have been like this almost from the start of my hormone-taking, but remember my soft, sensitive breasts are NEW...starting only less than a week ago, can I honestly say that I have breasts...before that, I never claimed that here in this forum...only the truth of my transition...fiction reading you can find on porn sites...nothing of that, here...

I HAVE FEMALE BREASTS NOW, just in these last few days.  For sure.  I can hardly believe it, Evelyn.

But I HAVE to believe it.  I have eyes, my vision is excellent.  I simply cannot deny what my eyes are seeing.

I HAVE FEMALE BREASTS NOW, and they are there for the rest of my life...

And just MAY continue to grow, and get much bigger...

MY DREAM is this.

The Latin country I live in is famous for great MD plastic surgeons, for only about $2000-$2500 in US or Canadian dollars, which is I gues about $1800 Euros, you can get a top-notch boob job here...

You need a BASE to begin with, just as with any cis genetic girl...

It doesn't work well, I hear, if you start a boob job with a flat man's chest.

But I have a great feminine breast shape now...not MOOBS...I have BOOBS, even though they are small...just from the last several days I can honestly say I have female boobs, for the rest of my life...

I have seen cis genetic girls here in this country get DDD cup boob jobs here...

Yes, there are 2 great cities in this country to get this done, one is the Capital city of the country, and the other is the city I live in now.  Both cities are chock-full of super plastic surgeons...

PM me if you want a little more info...just to help you...I won't accept money for advice...all this is from the heart and feminine emotions, no money...

I want natural boobs, but how great that if I ever need DDD to go on top of my great boob "base" I already have...I can get it here, at a moderate price, without ever leaving the country I have lived in here, for 8 years.

Hugs and kisses to you great gals,
Johanna.
I am female.
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Jessica Merriman

 :police:
OK girls, I know getting female breast's are a very exciting part of HRT and becoming the women we want to be. Unfortunately too much talk about them (excessive) has made some members uncomfortable to the point of Pming me with concerns. With that said let's please get this topic back on track or it will be locked. The topic is "male fail" not breast TMI. Thank you.  :police:
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JohannaJohn

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on August 01, 2014, 03:49:26 PM
:police:
OK girls, I know getting female breast's are a very exciting part of HRT and becoming the women we want to be. Unfortunately too much talk about them (excessive) has made some members uncomfortable to the point of Pming me with concerns. With that said let's please get this topic back on track or it will be locked. The topic is "male fail" not breast TMI. Thank you.  :police:

Sorry Jessica, I ddn't mean to have other girls here send you PM's because this has gotten off-topic.

I agree with you that it is good to have this website be organized by topic, so that those interested in certain specific topics, can get help only on the topics they are interested in.

Sorry to any girls here I have caused concerns.  From now on I will start a new thread if an existing thread I have started "gets off track" too much.

Peace, and hugs, to everyone.

Johanna.

So, on THIS thread, now we will only talk about "mail fail" and directly related coming out topics.
I am female.
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Evelyn K

LoLz Well OK back on topic...

So where's the incredible male fail pics? ;D
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stephaniec

Quote from: Evelyn K on August 01, 2014, 06:37:09 PM
LoLz Well OK back on topic...

So where's the incredible male fail pics? ;D
you can post pre-HRT and beginning HRT in the "do I pass" section to get feed back on your progress.
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Jessica Merriman

No reason to hide the incredibleness from us. Everyone wants to see!!!  :)
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Evelyn K

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JohannaJohn

Okay, gals, "peer pressure"

< rolls eyeballs >

::)

Better take an extra breath today Evelyn K. because not quite yet, but, sure, maybe in the DO I PASS section very soon.

I haven't ever looked very much at THIS section of the website, remember I am off to a nice start, but still quite new here...

So in not too long I will do this...

I especially like the idea of doing it after I get my hair styled professionally, and my nails polished professionally.  We will see.  SOON...I promise!

Remember, "peer pressure."

< rolls eyeballs again >

::)

Great to be with you gals with more experience than I have, and with you newer gals, too.

Johanna.
I am female.
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Evelyn K

No worries Johanna! ;D If you bring a big game, you gotta play it! So hope to see the real you soon!
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JohannaJohn

Great though Evelyn, Nothing to hide

::)

...I am gradually "coming out" to more people, in more and more ways.

VERY soon, I think...

I hope my first photo will be awesome for you gals.  Then, as I move further along on this great journey, I can post updated photos...

It has been a blessing for me, to interact with you gals here...that I am NOT alone on this incredible journey...

Wow oh wow, I feel so HAPPY!!!

Johanna.
I am female.
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stephaniec

Its really easy to post photo's . I posted mine the first week I found Susan's. Some of the pictures I just posted in the before and after thread were from the first few weeks on Susan's and one from a couple of weeks ago.
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