I worry too, I live in bama, but I own my own business, so it's a little different for me, but one of the things that held me back earlier was being in hrt and getting work. I am a verified welder and worked on rough neck type jobs. Gritty chiseled manly jobs,ugh. Boiler makers millwrights stuff like that. So I had to hide the inner me, had to my while life anyway. What got me out is I decided to buy my own semi truck and truck drive, thier is not a whole lot of interaction, and I spend a lot of time with my lonesome. What kinda of work do you do? Ever thought of getting a trade? Welding, plumbing,electrical? Even truck driving. You can make a lot of money in any of those fields, but truck driving can lead to being your own boss within a year if your smart about it. For instancif you start in the right company as a company driver(we all have to do that in truck driving) and it sucks for about six months, you can bring home 1500 per week pretty easy. Save your money and in 6 months but your own rig. That's what I did, I paid 9 grand for a frieghtliner century class truck, it has a big sleeper and it's a 99 year model. You can buy an older truck for pretty cheap that will get the job done, it makes just as much money as a new truck that cost 100000 bucks. And I been doing that for two years, I make really good money, and I will be able to pay for transition pretty easy, plus no one can fire you bc they don't like you or are phobic about lgbt. They need 300000 new drivers in trucking per month and only 6000 graduate per month, and 75% drop out of truck driving when they realize it's not for them. So frieght is paying great and with a good company you can start making real good money fast. We'll within a couple of months. Sorry for the long explanation but I would love to see my brothers and sisters make good money and not have to deal with as much as we do. Truck driving has made me financially independent and I know it's a hard job to be gone a lot but once you get your own rig you pretty much do what you want, vacation when you want, don't have to ask permission to do so like on a job. Anyway I'm not trying to Bragg I left that mentality behind when I figured out I was trans, I just want to help as many as I can. It's not easy, but it's so worth it. What kinda of jobs do you look for now? What are you interested in? What ever it is even if you don't like the thought of driving a big truck it can get you the means to get where you want to be. Good luck and spending on where you live I could possibly get you a job. I have connections with Pepsi, buffalo rock, and several other businesses, truck driving is great for networking. Any way good luck with your job search.