I had MTF surgery more than two years ago when I was 17. While I don't regret my decision, I do think there are some aspects I didn't think all the way through. Dilating is presenting a problem for me, not currently, but I can foresee it being a problem in the future. I am studying physics and aerospace engineering in college. I was considering becoming an astronaut. It's always been something I was curious about and thought I could do.
It may seem farfetched, but it's not for me. This is something I am seriously considering. But, how am I going to dilate in space? I am at a complete loss. I have no clue what to do. Most space missions today last 1 to 2 years.
Part of me thinks it may have not been the best decision to have surgery. I am happy with my body, but now I feel as though I can't pursue a dream of mine. I hope you all have some guidance. I'm reading over what I have written, and I guess it sounds silly, but I am seriously concerned. I'm not sure what to do. Is there any way to have additional surgery that would get rid of this problem?
Thanks for listening,
Bubbles <3