Separation, or communion. But it starts with the heart.
Separation from the toxic world, that which corrupts, yes, from the material, I do not do this.
I find the core within the heart, it is intuitive, instinctive, deep inside. Not a matter of logic for me, not something I deduce. A communion with the God of my understanding, where He is integrated into my heart, and takes complete control if I let that happen. This is the God of my understanding and I wont force it here. But I speak from my own heart and experience. I would never have the stregth to survive without it.
But the core is heart. When I hear others talk of darkness in the core, it deeply saddens me. There should be joy in the core, and light and dancing and music. But getting there, it took me a long time...
Hopefully I dont sound egoistic or nuts, but this is where I am. Even in yoga or buddhism or the white occult we find connecting to the core, usually defined as a chakra or breathing center in the diaphram (ever wonder why you hold your breath to suppress fear? Breath is the seat of the emotions, according to the acting textbooks and best writers there).
Core is also the totality of our values, of our being. It is our integrity. It probably has got a big trans part of it, if trans is not shut down through non acceptance. That is part of the journey, to accept our fluid natures or andro or mtf or ftm or Cis, into the deapths of our beings, make it our own, own it, make it a powerful place of stregth within the core, and then in that stregth move out into a hostile world and turn it upside down.
That is core to me, the seat of the essence of me, the definitions of who I am, intuitively.
And there is Spirit living in the core, mine, and also the One which watches over me, if you can accept this. You dont have to accep that, but it is a key to what makes Satinjoy who sh'e is. Since we are in the nonbinary section I dont want to cross over to the religion part, but core is not religion, it may be powered by it, but core is core. Who we are deep inside, free of outside influences, our sense of self.
As I see it. From a spiritual point of view, from an experiential point of view, all of us are different. Or are we?
Blessings
Satinjoy.