Greetings yet again, Susanites! I hope all my friends here from my previous visit are doing well.
Yes, I'm back! Don't stop the presses on my account, you know!
I know I never had to leave, but I chose to for reasons I will touch on briefly. Basically, "it's not you, it's me!" holds true here.
I basically just needed to take a step back and gather my composure, so I deleted my old account and took some time to reflect on everything. My previous experience here was educational and overall pleasant, and helped me realize I didn't "know" as much as I thought I did. I want to thank everyone who helped teach me some of the more intricate details about the whole (MTF) process. YOU ARE appreciated...and YOU know who YOU are!
Now that I cleared up some "finer details" in my personal life, I feel as if I am prepared to mingle again. 5 months into HRT has really seemed to have calmed me down a bit hahaha. I have been getting all my treatments through the VA, and am pleasantly suprised with the speed they got to me in terms of treatment.
I have always been the "reserved" type...it is too easy to come across as "social" for a writer like me online, where I can operate from behind a keyboard...so I plan on keeping interaction to a minimum. I'm not going to be active as much as I was some time ago, but instead will be running my own blog primarily off-site. I love to write, and blogging has really given me a focus so I am not bouncing about rambling on and on in other people's threads. I am not very "conventional" (as my very first post here some time back proved to me because it generated some heat lol) so I will leave it off-site as to not be an antagonist here. I'll take my villainy elsewhere.
I have published another book or two since I took a vacation from Internet-Land, which is a good sign for me. The more I publish/the more I have to publish, the overall better mood I am in.
Well, that's that. It's a pleasure to be back and thank you again for having me here once more. I'm going to make my rounds before I put up the links to my blog...which will also include some of the poems I used to include in my Poetry Corner...by the end of this week, if not sooner.
Take care!
~Ev
