I know I only started E yesterday but my anxieties are worse. I don't want this in my body. I want it all to go away. I don't want to shave I do not want to dress the part anymore. I have been reading the suicide prevention websites. Starting to think I am not trans. I am trapped in my house. Because I am the only who van watch the contractor. Have not had a shower in 2 days. If I could remove hormones from my body I would.

(((HUG))) Take a deep breath Sweetie, every thing is going to be okay. Is there something more going on than you are sharing? I know that there is enough going on just with transitioning...! You can PM me if you would like and we can talk. Everybody goes through the same feelings at some point. I've been there myself. You have my email address so send me a massage and I'll give you my number if you would like.

With much love,

Melissa Ann

Sweetie it takes a while for your body an mind to adjust. It has not been long enough for you to make a decision yet. Please find a Therapist before you do something you will regret. Just breathe and calm down. Progesterone can cause this issue so call your Endo if nothing else.

Please, PLEASE PM Melissa or me right now.

Like said above, try to relax and pick yourself back up . It's only normal to feel anxiety or have doubts about big desicions. Give it some time

Hi NormaLynn!

I'm ahead of you on E for just a couple of days.
I also have anxiety problems, panic attacks with various irrational triggers.
E is not going to take them away.
You have to work on it.
Seek professional help.
Talk to your therapist. Maybe look for behavioral therapy and/or medicines.
Try to calm down.
Stop E or postpone it if you have to.
Pin point why you are having anxiety.
Don't let anxiety get over you.
It will get worse if you do nothing about it.
I know it's difficult and is a hell of a problem.

Sonia