Angie,
I had 1000, second thoughts before I started my HRT. I can totally relate to how you're feeling, but I can tell you after I started I knew I made the right decision. It is a wonderful feeling to know that I have done the right thing, although HRT isn't a magic pill, and it won't solve all your problems. He gave me a wonderful sense of accomplishment, and serenity. I congratulate you for getting this far and can't wait to hear how your appointment went. I wish you the best of luck on your journey, and may the Angels always look upon you and help guide you on your path.
Hugs,
Melissa Ann