One of our friends here wrote to me the other day here and mentioned a therapist. Ive always said no basically before to go to see one. Im finally going to see one infact I have an appointment today! I know these feelings arent going to disappear and I know avoiding talking about them are not healthy for me. Weather it's awkward or not to talk about all this girl in me, I have to do it. I am nervous! Im different and that's cool with me and this is also exciting but scary to! Dealing with this myself isnt helping like I hoped.