I lived my life as an omega male, but I realize that being a transsexual woman may make my life easier. Thats not the reason to transition but its because the world caters to women. I am glimpsing into the world through a male crush (alpha male of the group) hot AND TALL. He still wont do things for me because im a male but im like.... I need to be female... enough is enough. (And hes married)

I see men looking at me all the time in male garb. I make men do silly things for me. They dont see me as beta male but dome form of a cursed Alpha female. Females somehow understand me.... i am in their world because of my crush.

I been so fearful to transition but I would pass with ease... if not be a top dog female. I be that girl that females envy.

I never thought I would see that world. Female priviledge rocks.

Are you on HRT or in any way presenting female? I don't get how men see you as a cursed aplha female if you are not living as a woman? Perhaps I missed something. But, in any event, the world does not cater to women. It caters to men. men get paid more, are listened to, don't get harrased like women do, are not vulnerable like a woman (at least I am as I'm tiny), and the list goes on and on. Not to mention women that hover. Ugh, hoverers. UGh.

But why are you so fearful if you are going to be so passable and the girl that girl's envy. BTW, girl on girl fights are not fun and I assure you, you don't want to be that chick. She's lonely.

Hi.

You must sure live in a different county from me then . im a female sure not an alpha one ,

i fit in with in our groups and members are around 1500. sure dont pass as said or blend in ,
An alpha male sorry never was one of them  and would not know how to be one

So top dog female     you,d be that girl that females envy, were you born female if not then how would you know what its like being one . have you lived your life being... like.... a woman  , spos not , try it some time you may think differently

So your in our world of women  does that include going through what we have to live through and put up with  again try it  ,surgerys ,menopause, sickness ,abuse, mammograms child birth and all that entails, morning sickness and thats just the short list, for got one hormone imbalance or both sets of hormones .

did i say cancer ,

when you,v been a female  born one then you understand what its like ,

Guys sure look at me because im some what different do they see me as a normal woman many do and    i,m accepted for who i am very much so and im not trying to be other than who i am and that includes growing into being a woman and counted as normal,    im not a pretty looking female yet i have my own beauty and that counts ,

I,v worked for what i have and that includes being respected and loved plus very involved with our groups ,

The world caters for women ,  oh is that so ,    think again 1890 =1920.s  have a read of our history and what we went through to have what we have >>>>NOW<<<< womans suffrage and many women around the world are no better today and the abuse they are going through ,

live in those countrys and see real life being lived ,  when women are given their life to live then maybe the would as you.v said will give us what we really need,

Oh by the way many of  those alpha males  happen to be the ones who abuse  kill , rape. maim and use us for their own ends. .I,v  seen it and..... know.....what its like ,

...noeleena...

Quote from: Joanna Dark on November 27, 2014, 11:29:09 PM
Are you on HRT or in any way presenting female? I don't get how men see you as a cursed aplha female if you are not living as a woman? Perhaps I missed something.

LOL I'm glad someone said it before me.

Quote from: Joanna Dark on November 27, 2014, 11:29:09 PM
Are you on HRT or in any way presenting female? I don't get how men see you as a cursed aplha female if you are not living as a woman? Perhaps I missed something. But, in any event, the world does not cater to women. It caters to men. men get paid more, are listened to, don't get harrased like women do, are not vulnerable like a woman (at least I am as I'm tiny), and the list goes on and on.

^^^This. The world does not cater to women, it caters to men especially if he is tall, broad, cis & straight. Because if you are feminine, short and have a high voice, you're out. If you get that much attention and are still presenting male, then you are being seen as male most definitely. When people see you as female, you will know. You are suddenly treated as less capable, intelligent and more vulnerable.

There is privelage in almost anything if you look hard enough.

I have encountered my share of trans privelages. You should see my discount for laser!

Quote from: Wild Flower on November 27, 2014, 09:49:54 PM
I lived my life as an omega male, but I realize that being a transsexual woman may make my life easier. Thats not the reason to transition but its because the world caters to women. I am glimpsing into the world through a male crush (alpha male of the group) hot AND TALL. He still wont do things for me because im a male but im like.... I need to be female... enough is enough. (And hes married)

I see men looking at me all the time in male garb. I make men do silly things for me. They dont see me as beta male but dome form of a cursed Alpha female. Females somehow understand me.... i am in their world because of my crush.

I been so fearful to transition but I would pass with ease... if not be a top dog female. I be that girl that females envy.

I never thought I would see that world. Female priviledge rocks.

FTM here. What is this female privilege you speak of? >.<

I guess people holding doors open for you is a privilege? I know men always talking to you in a slightly patronizing tone is not a privilege, nor is being shamed for being too sexual or not sexual enough. I don't think privilege is the word you're looking for, but I'm glad you've got a self esteem!

My psychologist think the same lol that its womens that hold power in the world and that its made for them.

Well that was quite vicious to read honestly. I think she may have possibly misspoke when she said privilege, when meaning females can make advantage of men's desire to impress us if she chooses to and gain from it. If she is desired by many males in her life then it can be seen as power and thought as a privilege. It's one of those things that is based one what kind of perspective you look at it from in a contained scenario this idea works well with people you can predict how they act, but it might not continue to work as you expand further out into the world.

Everyone is different, all cultures differ, peoples strengths and weaknesses are different, usually where someone's in control in one area they look to submit in another. Contrasts and the search for balance is what gives us that sense of being, time flow and hopes and desires. For me gender can't define how you are as a person or how others reflect of you.

Quote from: KittyKat on November 28, 2014, 08:20:24 AM
Well that was quite vicious to read honestly. I think she may have possibly misspoke when she said privilege, when meaning females can make advantage of men's desire to impress us if she chooses to and gain from it. If she is desired by many males in her life then it can be seen as power and thought as a privilege. It's one of those things that is based one what kind of perspective you look at it from in a contained scenario this idea works well with people you can predict how they act, but it might not continue to work as you expand further out into the world.

I didn't see anything vicious at all. Just questions. And also that some people may not view being able to take advantage of some men as privilege. The men like this are almost always creepers, plus it's wrong. I know because I have been accused of it and all I did was accept dinner, even though I offered to go halfsies. I let it go and it get worse and worse and he treated me like a prostitute. This is not privilege. I'm sorry we just have different opinions but I certainly respect your's but just disagree. We can't always be rah, rah, rah on this site. Sometimes you have to speak truth.

I wasn't stating that was my opinion on how to act, just that it's one possible way of viewing things. Most of the time I'm too busy talking care of my son now a days to try and impress anyone of either gender, but he's really happy and I get happy when I'm out and people call me his mommy even when I have a hoodie and jeans on with no make up. Yeah, I'm trying hard to seduce guys while having conversations to my two year old.

People tend to be afraid of me when I am in male mode.
People, both men and women, become more friendly and give huge attention when I am in female mode.
I like it!

barbie~~

Quote from: Wild Flower on November 27, 2014, 09:49:54 PM
I been so fearful to transition but I would pass with ease... if not be a top dog female. I be that girl that females envy.

Why you haven't started living as a female, if you would pass with such an ease? Is it because you fear of losing all that female privileges that you have now as a man?

No... its all in a bottle of copulins I get this power from.

It just went to my head... but without the bottle Im back to ugly ol me. But with it... men stop in their tracks and can question everything. I just notice they are kinder and women open up to me like Im one of them.

Its like I suspend genders with the bottle  (the perfect combo took a yr to perfect)

Quote from: mynees on November 28, 2014, 03:54:36 PM
Why you haven't started living as a female, if you would pass with such an ease? Is it because you fear of losing all that female privileges that you have now as a man?

It was because I never thought I could attract a handsome straight male. I fear Ill be alone and no one could ever love me as I am.

Quote from: Hanazono on November 29, 2014, 05:33:27 AM
please seek professional help for your dependency

I love you x'D

Quote from: Hanazono on November 29, 2014, 05:33:27 AM
please seek professional help for your dependency

Its not alcohol lol

Its a perfume.  For me its like my own coping strategy likes how some TG wear nail polish... I have a bottle of copulins mix with cloves that make people subconciously see the female in me.

Like one guy had to say "Hes a male." When everyone was trying to help pick things up.

I literally see the effects. Im.the Queen.Bee at my job.... I go to all the parties with the hottest guy all the time. Its amazing and even he said he would like to tap me at work (he has a wife so its really just flirt session all day but nothing more). He did say I was a bit heavy... which means hes checking my body. All the females talk to me and are friendly... its like I enter girlword with this perfume. I became a Barbie girl with this... you know how long I waited for a handsome guy to take me to all the parties forever.

Im so excited about it because I was giving up hope that Ill find the perfect perfume.

Im not crazy either lol its like magic.

I googled it, its not even perfume, its bottled pheromones basically. If its making you feel confident I can't judge you, the description was pretty interesting though and I can see why it works.

Well its not something you just buy. I created it using copulins and cloves.

I do more than just that. I tan my lips and eyes for a natural fem look (it looks higher estrogen), pluck a lil, put sock into my pants better butt shape, have a good bone structure.

I think of myself as a fertile woman (since thats the message copulins give off)

.....
No way near transistioning but I want to cope while I wait