Pre-transition male sometimes and other times I was a spectator watching events unfold, sort of like a movie. I still get dreams where I'm a spectator but nowadays I'm female in my dreams.

Something odd I just remembered, I used to have recurring dreams as a teenager about this woman who I could barely see her face but being with her just made me feel complete. It was odd. I remember waking up from those dreams and just feeling so content, not knowing why. I think that might have been my future self or something like my brain was telling me THATS THE REAL YOU! 

I'm a vivid dreamer and I can remember a lot of my dreams, so its interesting seeing the differences between now and back then before transition.

FYI, I'm IS.

Personally, in my dreams I'm nether.except for three dreams, once male, once female, and once transfemale. 

Even more bizarre, is I'm never me in my dreams, even now.  It's like I'm watching someone else's dreams.  Even the people and places are made up.

Sometimes I'll dream I'm in school.  I wonder around, but never see anyone inside or out.
And each dream means a new school.

I had a dream about my large hands? And then seen a woman with large hands? Wasn't sure what it meant? But I remember feeling unsure about transitioning.


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