Well, i changed my name to Kellam, my middle name, when I was in my late teens. I was setting off to become an artist and poet. I have a dull last name so I thought it made me more exotic. Also, it is kinda gender neutral. The first time I landed in print, a letter to the editor of an art mag, they were unsure and gave me the old she/he?. Which I loved because it also meant they couldn't divine my gender by my words. But my birth name is Chris. And my family still calls me that. As I was coming to terms with all this, I found myself wanting to go back to Chris, but maybe spelled with a k and no h. Kris. I have a small professional reputation (artist/author) as Kellam and though I need to return to it it is there. I may just keep Kellam as my professional/online/middle name. It has done me well. Becoming Kris as opposed to Chris feels like a homecoming too.