This support group isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sigh, I never wanted to leave as fast as I did today and I refused to speak about sex and dating.

I'm thinking tacos

If you ever need a yin/yang perspective on life please share or message, I hate politics, love problem solving, have a big shoulder to lean on and most of the time make an ass of myself before you can.

Quote from: DragonBeer on February 25, 2015, 10:22:52 PM
This support group isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sigh, I never wanted to leave as fast as I did today and I refused to speak about sex and dating.

I should start posting in the FtM section, but usually, I have no experience in the questions being asked, or the topic is too triggering for me.

Had my last meeting with my client today after 2 hard years they said they will miss me.
Moving on to another role with new challenges.

I will miss them as well. It's been a hard but a rewarding relationship.
I moved mountains rebuilt bridges and did the impossible.

It feels odd.

Deep fried Mars bars are sooooo wrong. Yet they are oh sooooo worth it.

Plus I should of put more sunscreen on today, I think I got a tad burnt on the walk there and back to deep fried heaven

I'm going to Boston for a conference in a little over a week.  I hope the city thaws out between now and then!

Not a chance! All the snow is filthy black now, too. Brace yourself and bring rubbers.
Everyone get your minds out of the gutter!   

Yeah, in a week it will be a slushy, sloppy, grody, late winter filthy mess here. Puddles everywhere! It is getting warmer in general though. We're at the point where high 30 to low 40 degree days are reffered to as "so nice out".

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on February 27, 2015, 11:00:13 AM
Not a chance! All the snow is filthy black now, too. Brace yourself and bring rubbers.
Everyone get your minds out of the gutter!   

I have my winter boots, but they're a pain to get on and off so I might not wear them through the TSA screening...

i like to think of myself as an observer of my own life. like, every moment ive ever lived, and have yet to live, already exist, and im just experiencing these moments in a linear fashion.

thinking this way makes my current place in life very interesting. things arent so great right now, im as broke as can be and terrified of transitioning. but this is just one moment on the timeline. a year ago i would never even dare to come to a website like this. now here i am. where am i a year from now? i'll have to wait to find out. i have a feeling i'll have a lot less testosterone by then...

thats what ive been thinking about lately

Quote from: sonson on February 27, 2015, 03:41:10 PM
i like to think of myself as an observer of my own life. like, every moment ive ever lived, and have yet to live, already exist, and im just experiencing these moments in a linear fashion.

thinking this way makes my current place in life very interesting. things arent so great right now, im as broke as can be and terrified of transitioning. but this is just one moment on the timeline. a year ago i would never even dare to come to a website like this. now here i am. where am i a year from now? i'll have to wait to find out. i have a feeling i'll have a lot less testosterone by then...

thats what ive been thinking about lately

I'm right there with you. Broke, no fixed adress and scared. But exited and happy too.

Ok, I'm off to go come out to my best friends. They "get" to be the first. The good part is, if all goes well I will have an adress when I get back to my house sitting gig tonight. If it all goes wrong, I lose my oldest and dearest friends. I don't see any other way but this, so whatever happens happens.

I haven't watched T.V. in a while, but I'm watching MMA and Boxing now.  I wanted to see if The Big Bang Theory was on, but it is not, so fighting sports will do....and I have some Kombacha (SP?) tea, which will really make things interesting.  I feel so manly!  I'm going to watch Hardcore Pawn between commercials.

Quote from: Kellam on February 27, 2015, 04:19:43 PM
I'm right there with you. Broke, no fixed adress and scared. But exited and happy too.

Ok, I'm off to go come out to my best friends. They "get" to be the first. The good part is, if all goes well I will have an adress when I get back to my house sitting gig tonight. If it all goes wrong, I lose my oldest and dearest friends. I don't see any other way but this, so whatever happens happens.

good luck! I hope everything went well with your friends. either way, good for you for coming out to them. I hope to feel comfortable enough to come out to my friends soon.

Thank you so much sonson, it all went swimmingly, couldn't have gone any better!

My sister was all excited when she saw the size on some of my cloathing, as she will be able to borrow cloathes.

This is something I'm use to, growing up if I couldn't find any of my cloathes. My sisters where always prime suspects one and two never my brother

I rode my nephew's kick scooter today and it was so much fun!  I was like over 100 over the weight limit, but it still rode relatively fine for me.  I was too scared to serious attempt tricks on it, but I just like the ride.  At first glance, I was happy that I didn't buy an adult version, because I had some balance issues at first, especially with plans of possibly going to a skatepark, but now, even since that park is closed, if I had the option to go and buy a scooter for it, I still would ave strongly considered it.  I may never be some awesome xtreme person that can do awesome tricks, but I would like to be the guy that just rides.  Riding a kick scooter takes a lot of stamina too.  Going uphill became a killer.  There's no way I would take that thing and ride it long distance if there were several uphills.  Riding down them sure would be fun though, if the cracks and bumps were not that bad.   I would ride it on flat land with minimal hills. I still might buy a scooter one day, just to ride in the house, but I cannot mentally justify buying one at this time, especially since I'm trying to curb my spending habits....

Thanks Antonia, good advice. I am way up there, bout 320, lookin to drop over 100 lbs, gonna take time but I have to. Depression makes me eat, not being who I sho j ld makes me depressed, tough cycle I need to break.

It's kind of amusing how my air filter is rating my farts.

I was thinking that Jill should adapt her life story into a movie if there's any way it could be done correctly. It sounds like she has the connections to make it happen.