well, it['s not looking good . I know it's a mind blower coming from nowhere , but Given her family situation I might of expected too much. She was my last connection to the family I haven't spoken to in 25 years because of other problems. I just got in one of those moods where I couldn't live a lie anymore and I had just deleted my Facebook account to permanently cut connections with the past . it's only been a couple of days so there's still hope , but I must be true to myself. It's a bummer it's hard for people to understand being trans , but there's not much you can do. I'll update if there's a change. My therapist was hoping for the best too , but s&&& happens.
