Tomorrow I get back to driving big rig. I'm driving team with a classmate of mine who is a really great guy. We both share similar interests so thats great. If he hadn't asked me back, I would have gone somewhere else. I'm loyal to my friends I guess. What's funny is every now and again I catch him looking over at me, as if he is trying to figure me out. Its not in a creepy way either, more like out of concern. Anyway, in 6 months he will be free of his contract with celadon. Then, I am going solo. A friend of mine says this other company is waiting for me to get done with this gig. Then, when I go with this other company, I get a huge bump in pay and my own truck. She also spoke really highly of me to her friend. I could hear her over the phone while she was getting drunk. lol. I swear she is like a real life Faye Valentine. she drinks, smokes, has the same expressions on her face and is gorgeous and smart. I have a bit of a crush on her I think. lol.

Maybe these friends will stick around for a while.

Well, tonight got weird.   My wife and I went out to dinner and the waitress called my wife "sir" and me "ma'am".  Seriously, my wife was wearing full makeup, dangly earrings and had DD cleavage on display.  We'll say she didn't exactly get a great tip.

Wow, I decided to jog in place listening to Navy Seal cadences while washing dishes.  It wasn't a full blown jog, but that actually made me drip a bead of sweat!  I had fun chanting the cadences along with them, and it actually made me want to continue jogging when I wanted to stop.  I did stop between the periods when the next song started, and when the commercials on Youtube, but even then, I chose to skip some of the ads when they were too long.  I wanted to keep going!  I hate washing dishes, but this made it really fun for me, I plan on playing cadences whenever I do them now, baring my period (which, btw, I go to check when the next one comes on because it should be about time now.)  I was actually kind of feeling it in my legs.  Oh, and I loved the war cries......one of my favorite parts!  I've got to buy the actual CD and copy it to my PSP and do this more often.  Too bad it is pretty expensive ($14-$17), so I really got to think about it.  Now I have less than two minutes to get ready to walk to the bus stop to go to work, and take out the trash. 

I was reading something and all of a sudden I started thinking about kids. Like "when I'm a dad how will I deal with this when it comes up." Wtf. :/ I'm indifferent about kids. If a woman wants them I'll be ok with it, if she doesn't I will be ok with it. But the idea is nice sometimes. To settle down and teach them what's good. To want to be proud of my babies lol.

At 08:00 tomorrow we roll out. Meanwhile, I am watching SLC Punk. Talk about a messed up movie, lol. I think I'm going to buy  a few cosplay costumes to wear. I think it will be both interesting and fun to deliver loads as someone from the Attack on Titan Scout Regiment, or pick up a load as Motoko Kusanagi or a Starfleet Officer.

 I've seen some people with MADE IN U.S.A. tattoos What if everyone had their country of origin stamped
(laser branded?) on their butts at the time of birth? LOL

Mine would say State of Apprehension 

i'm hurting -.- and i'm freezing though its 72 degrees in my house

I'm thinking either hot cocoa or juice. Might go with juice since I should drink it before it goes bad.

Some people sure do get some stupid tattoos....

I hate it when I go to the store and there's some jerk there who obviously navigates through life on Autobigot 

My niece killed an ant on our porch today. That made me really sad.  That ant wasn't bothering anyone, and yet she ended it's life.  Poor ant....R.I.P. At least you don't have to worry about finding food anymore.  I'll admit, I used to do the same thing when I was little, but now I have come to respect many God's creatures., especially if they are outside.  Now inside the house is another story.  Yeah spiders are on my "kill first, ask questions never" list, and those hopping crickets that look like spiders.  I feel more bad for trees being chopped down and grass being cut than those critters....

i dont wanna go to work tomorrow -.-

Quote from: V M on May 02, 2015, 07:42:50 PM
I hate it when I go to the store and there's some jerk there who obviously navigates through life on Autobigot 

Yeah I know, millions of years of evolution and we still end up with knuckle draggers running around loose.  I know I'm not supposed to say things like that, but I'm only human.

So hungry.

I'm sad that I'm so ignorant of all the fears that cis people have toward trans people. I wish I could teach them the tolerance that their idols while growing up, could not.

When you reach the part where the heartaches come,
the hero would be me.
Heroes often fail.
And you won't read that book again
Because the ending's just too hard to take.

I walk away like a movie star
Who gets burned in a three way script.
Enter number two,
A movie queen to play the scene
Of bringing all the good things out in me,
But for now love lets be real.

I never thought I could act this way
And I've got to say that I just don't get it.
I don't know where we went wrong
But the feelings gone and I just can't get it back.

my dog, doesnt recognize my scent anymore o: he just stares at me and even growls at me whenever i come home. 

I like my new codriver. But I dont want too much of an emotional attachment to him. In 6 months I'm going to another trucking company and I'm going to be driving solo. I'll be making more money and I'll have a brand new truck. Apparently this company which is very small, is waiting on me because they understand loyalty to friends and family.

I hate to be like that but people keep showing me that it's the best way to be in life. And it's the same with our truck. I can't rely on it either it seems.


God, I've changed so much in just 6 months.

Wondering if I'm making a huge mistake of riding a bike to work instead of taking the bus...

Considering it should start raining today it just might be a terrible mistake.