For a long time, I didn't have a female name. I started with the word Madrigal, which is a type of song. Later I decided to shorten it to Maddy. I'm not exactly sure why, something about it just clicked with me. After that I got to thinking, "Maddy Andrew is a weird name..." So, I stuck the Aya in it's place, I'd always liked that name, not sure why, just do. After that, presto, Maddy Aya Whitley was the name I would stick with. I'm still not exactly sure what drew me to those names. After looking up their meanings, I found they fit my personality to a T. So, I guess maybe I was meant to be Maddy Aya all along =)
Just go with your gut, that's what I did.