My mom is a drunk she stopped for 3 years and now has started again and blames me.My granparents dont accept me my grandad says he dont want to see me if i have breasts.i feel so hurt i just want to run in front of a train just to show them how much there killing me.

Big hug! Don't do that, we need you around! I'm an alcoholic, I know some of the things that I did hurt other people. You can message or mail me if you'd like.

Hugs, Devlyn

First of all you are not to blame for you mother drinking again. She is an alcoholic pure and simple, sooner or later she would have found a reason to fall off the wagon. In this she blames you so she doesn't have to accept the responsibility herself.

If your grandparents can't accept you then they have no right to say that they love you, don't let their narrow minded beliefs cause you to take extreme action.

Taking your life isn't the answer, the ones you will hurt the most are the ones you don't want to hurt at all. As for the rest the best thing to do is to live your life well, that is by far the best revenge.

For now please contact a hotline if you are feeling suicidal, things hurt now and it will be a tough road but you can find your happiness if you let people help.

I just feel so trapped

oh come in yenny. I need one of my favorite people. your fun cool and your one of the 3 people that actually can make me laugh. the others know who they are. just plz dont leave me [emoji24]

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Quote from: Echo Alcestis on May 14, 2015, 01:16:51 PM
oh come in yenny. I need one of my favorite people. your fun cool and your one of the 3 people that actually can make me laugh. the others know who they are. just plz dont leave me [emoji24]

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sorry my heart is being ripped out

I know the feeling. its the worst possible pain and death looks sweet but I know your stronger. I can tell. your yourself and your not afraid to be yourself. don't let everyone else around you dictate what you should and shouldn't be. life is suppose to be filled with challenges because it truly test our resolve. what you are in now is a test. be strong and pass this test and I can promise you that you will become stronger and come out with something more valuable than you can imagine. if you need to scream, rant, I'm here to listen. I'll out off everything else because your that important to me

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Please call a help line don't take this on yourself, let people help.

Quote from: Echo Alcestis on May 14, 2015, 01:29:33 PM
I know the feeling. its the worst possible pain and death looks sweet but I know your stronger. I can tell. your yourself and your not afraid to be yourself. don't let everyone else around you dictate what you should and shouldn't be. life is suppose to be filled with challenges because it truly test our resolve. what you are in now is a test. be strong and pass this test and I can promise you that you will become stronger and come out with something more valuable than you can imagine. if you need to scream, rant, I'm here to listen. I'll out off everything else because your that important to me

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thanks hugs your important to me to

Quote from: White Rabbit on May 14, 2015, 12:55:59 PM
First of all you are not to blame for you mother drinking again. She is an alcoholic pure and simple, sooner or later she would have found a reason to fall off the wagon. In this she blames you so she doesn't have to accept the responsibility herself.

^^^^^This exactly,  alcoholics will find a way....  I'm sorry that this is happening to you and I'm sorry that your mother is making you her excuse but that's all she's doing,  it's not you or who you are.

Possibly your grandparents just need time?  Something like this is such a big change it can take people some time to adjust.   I'm not making excuses for anyone,  but with time they may come around to see you're still the same you,  just the real you now rather than before!

Big hugs,  please do take care.   You're not alone and nothing is worth hurting yourself over.   

Please please please PLEASE call a help line if things are this serious!   You're the only you that there is and this world wouldn't be the same without you!

Hugs. I'm sorry you feel trapped and that the family around you isn't supportive. Please call a hotline because they can help you.
Mariah

Killing yourself is a long term solution to a short term problem. I know you feel trapped, I fully understand - been there myself. Usually the feeling comes and goes, with help and support it is eventually mostly gone and then you have your life to live and give. There have been a number of times, especially when I was younger that I truly deeply contemplated suicide, came very close to enacting it in a few instances, but I realised the one person I would be depriving the most would be myself and the people I could then go on to love and help, the great experiences I would miss out on, the chances and opportunities that could die with me, the awesome movies I'd never see! Sure, life is no picnic - there are crap moments for everyone - but it is what you make it, please don't make a rash decision when you are at your lowest point.

Hi Yenneffer, hugs, please don't give up on yourself...

Is there anyone you can go and stay with or talk with; friends? relatives? neighbours...

Life is big and wonderful, we all find ourselves in painful or horrible situations, but we fight our way forward, we also become stronger for it... It may be tough at the moment, but you will turn it around.

hugs Katy