Its been quite a while since I've been by .. I'm still devastated losing Kira, we all are .. my friends, please, if you get in a bad place, if you can not fight off your demons any longer alone .. call someone .. if you can not find anyone, call me. seriously .. 'sorry for the PSA, but I -have- to do what I can to keep my brothers and sisters.. the world is a better place with you in it.
ok, as I wrote, I've been gone ... well, quite a while.. things are much better than they had been .. I, myself, am finally in a better place, so, I know the darkness that can take hold and .. .. I've been there, and nearly done that .. but I got help, I talked to my family here .. Jessica Merriman, literally.. no.. not literally.. she -DID- save me, a year and a half ago. I will forever, owe her my life.
Because she did, I have been able to do ... this ...


but, most importantly...
this...