I just been having a bad time recently. I just want to let you know I'm trying my best not do stupid things.this is my first time on a forum and it's a very nice place Susan's. I been isolated for 5 years I put on 434ilbs but now I'm 207ilbs. I had no friends. I mean I'm on Facebook now I use to hate that website but now I feel more comfortable sharing things.im sorry I can get emotional at times I'm a really shy girl with sissy kinda nature but I love you all even the ones who I don't think like me without Susan's I would of been long gone

You have to remember we are all brothers and sisters with a common tie to each other. I don't know if you had a brother or sister but I had one of each. I didn't like fighting but it seemed like I was always fighting one, the other or both. As we grew older the fighting stopped and the bond between us grew stronger. Susan's is like that. You may not get along with everybody here but there are still many you will get along with. As you move through the transition you will leave many of the things that haunt you behind becoming a better person and some of these people you couldn't get along with may become your friends. Just continue being nice to everybody and you may find you have more friends than you thought.