Well I have made a couple of steps forward I have made an appointment with a therapist for next Saturday for a first time meeting of course its the first time I have reached out I talked to her on the phone briefly but I good feeling about her, anyways I am slowly opening up a little to people I am close to to get a feel of there thoughts. I am getting a little more confidence up each day. I am getting to the point I don't care what other people think in this world and if I lose friends and what few family members I don't care I have a right to be happy and a right to enjoy my life. No matter where it takes me. Living a darn lie is just like cheating on yourself. And you are hurt yourself over and over emotionally. Well that's my rant my main concern is health insurance, and document change job not to much worried I can drive a truck anywhere. Just trying to figure out legal stuff as well. Because to me it is one big step but to others it may look small

I think you should embrace your true self and be true to who you are, because those who love you will be there no matter what, why or how. Be proud of yourself for doing what many others arent doing: being true to themselves. Im proud of you for not letting society rule your life. You should hear this song:


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Small steps are huge! Whatever feels right for your journey is the right thing to do. I remember just about six months ago when I found the the strength to talk to someone after so many years of hiding. It was the biggest moment of my life. Heck my very first step was buying a skirt, a tiny step to some but huge for me!

I wish you the best of luck in your first steps and I hope you find yourself running free before too long!