Omg, YES, i went a "shortcut" to getting to the transition part, instead of going through my doctor, i just sent a
Email to a place that deals with this, and i got a counceler to talk to, sorry my mind is spinning right now.
i just had to share it one place. since my body is all weird right now....

Exited weird.

YES!

shortcut is nothing more than going to a psycologist, and not speaking to the Doctor, since my doctor is
one of my closest neighboors, its a private clinic dealing with transgender issues, and stuff like that. sorry
my mind was boiling when i got the reply... so i was a bit quick to write

Congratulations on finding a way forward.  Yes, getting HRT is very exciting but remember it does work slowly.  I was looking for changes the next day and feeling silly about it.  The first week for me was kind of a flat calm and then euphoria for months and a smile that stayed.  Let us know about how you're doing.

thank you  <3 well, wating for Hrt is no problem, at least the wheels have started to roll.
and i am in a Euphoria just since i have been anxius to go to my doc to talk about it.
its still a legal route though, just that the clinic will be the one referring me to the HRT route.
and they take the stuff the doctor should be doing. my heart is pounding right now.

ill report inn i just have to go for a walk, get some fresh air, and calm down a bit.

Ha ha, good idea to take that walk.  You might notice an extra lightness to your step

Congrats Dizzie

ok, so, now that i have calmed down a bit, i was randomly on a board from norway dealing with theese kind of issues,
and i saw one thread there, about this clinnic, and its reputation, it has gotten only good reviews. and thoght why the h***
not, so i sent inn a request, talking lightly about the issues. but i had never in my mind expected a reply so quick.
i was almost sertain that i had to wait for a good while.

i have been quite down lately, and this was a mood lightener of the bigger.. it took sevral hours before the feelings went away from the reply. but my thoughts were good for the first time in quite a long while.  well they are not gone, but calmed down a bit.

and im sorry for the bad description on the thread, it was just the first that popped into my mind.
i was just overjoyed. now its just to wait for a date, and see how long this will take.

Anyways love <3 cya later, i have to head to bed!

Finding proper medical care can be a thrilling event. I feel the same way every time I find a new doctor that works.

Cindi