You have beautiful eyes.
I'd say try to relax...
have a few deep breaths, and maybe take a walk...
and try to avoid extremes...
striving for consistency and a constantly nice feeling...
instead of ups and downs...
what kind of hrt are you on ? Micronized estro, sublingual ? You might try to split your daily dose in a few small doses, for example four, to avoid a seesaw pattern...
hugs