My son of 4 likes to put on the clothes of his sister. He doesn't really know about me.  Even if he would he would not understand that I'm a bit different I think.

Capris is my favorite in summer.
I wear it at my workplace during the summer.









Barbie~~

Barbie,

I'm collecting your pictures. I hope you don't mind.

Your "manhood" is visible here on the picture with the bridge. I used to have a black "trousers" like that.  I used it once to go to the gym. But strangely some people thought it was not right. Normally I was wearing the same but with black and white stripes. It looked kind of eccentric. The black one was in fact exactly the same just another color.

If you're ever in France you should try to go to Milau.  They have the highest and longest bridge in the world. I've passed it a few times already with the car and it really is something special.  The French are great !

My wife bought 3 sleeping dresses for me yesterday. She repeated I shouldn't go too far. She's not attracted to women she said. I said I was. I also told her about you. I mailed her the picture with your nice legs on it ( 2 years ago ). She said you look like a woman completely.

This is only one hyperlink. there are many.

http://www.abelard.org/france/viaduct-de-millau.asp

Kaeren

Kaeren,

I do not mind. I once posted some of my photos in a popular internet site in my country, and more than 200,000 people already watched it. It was eventually known to my work place, and I got warning about that, and no more posting... Sigh...

As the year-end approaches, I am rather busy finishing up what I did this year and will have a lot chances of carouser with my friends, family and others. I am glad that I can be an interesting person for others. I am a kind of celebrity in my area. Everybody remembers me after seeing me just once.

My wife also does not hesitate to purchase clothes, shoes and cosmetic for me. Although she does not seem to enjoy it, neither does she hate it. Sometimes I went to a mall with my wife, and she used to recommend a skirt for me. Once I purchased my own skirt, but she took over it as it looked too pretty to her eyes. Other people sometimes say that my wife loves me very much, and I also think so. So, I guess your wife also indeed loves you. Women want to be loved.

The bridge in the picture is rather recent one. About 15 years ago, I heard that the city planned to build a new bridge to relieve heavy traffics. The city initially tried to extend the road along the coast, but the real property there was absurdly expensive, and the city could not afford to compensate for buildings and houses along the road. Instead, the bridge was built to serve as a kind of detour.

Now the heavy traffic in the area is greatly relieved, and the elementary school of my two kids was located there. Everyday, I gave ride for my kids and it took just about 10 minutes (now we moved to a suburban area and my kids are attending rather remote and small school).

My second son took the photo for me, as I remember. When I go to the school of my kids, I avoid obviously feminine clothes.

The other three photos were taken when I was in a rural area of the U.S. about 2 years ago. There was also a beautiful bridge, and the piers in the photos were near the bridge.





Barbie~~

Barbie,

I just love your style.  I find you are very "professional" in your way of clothing.  You obviously thought about a lot of styles and ways and it developed into something that is appealing. It's not so difficult to like  you.  I'm attracted to the feminine way, to your feminine side if you want, I don't like men at all. You're more a woman than many real women in my opinion. And I think you have an easy character which many women have a lack of.  Maybe the perfect woman is a man ?

My wife told me recently ( a few days ago ) she loves me very much.  She wants to marry me a second time in 2012. This time in church. She even has plans about the way we will be dressed. She gave me some hyperlinks, this is one of them

http://www.fantasywaistcoats.co.uk/coats_velvet1.shtml

it looks a bit like a dress. Style 100 years ago in Europe.

I don't think I am a celebrity. Not for looks anyhow. They used to call me a genius where I work but that was working against me.  Now I try to hide and I certainly don't try to cultivate this 'reputation' any longer.  I simply do my job to the best of my abilities.  I had a reputation with computers. I had extremely high grades also passing the master. 19/20 for programming. I could be a hacker.

My boss has an open mind. But I don't think she would apprecaite it if I would arrive in a dress. She is very sensitive if it comes to bringing out "information".  Still about something like this I think she would be understanding. 3 days ago she opened a bottle of champaign and we drank it together with 2 other people.  We were a bit talking about priests and so. Then I said I had a proposition once from my economy professor who is gay. I told him I was not and then he kind of dumped the friendship. Then my boss said "He must have loved you."  There was no condemnation in that remark whatsoever. You can also easily see I shave my arms of course. But from that to go work in a dress .... NO. At least not the way I look now.

I will be a dandy.  And then we will see ...

I wanted to buy those boots recently. They are really extra extra cool. One looks very feminine, the pther pair looks inbetween male and female and I could have worn them. But then she took them back also. Somebody will see she said. They cost 90 euro or so. She said she would buy me some that cost 30 euro because it's only for a short time in the bedroom anyhow.

It's not only women that want to be loved. I want a nice life also now. The suffering days should be over.

Which country are you from anyhow ? Korea ? Japan ? I live in Kortrijk http:\\www.kortrijk.be . Suburbn area also. Not in the center but the center is close.

My neighbour, a very nice lady of over 70, puts her clothes outside to dry. Also her underwear.  It is bigger than my t-shirts ! I don't think she knows I have 3 strings. 

Kaeren.

Kaeren,

It is rather surprising that you could like my style. Most people say that my fashion style is boorish, or more correctly 'childish'. All agree that I am out of fashion or know nothing about fashion. Of course, I want to wear women's suits such as the one you linked. The style is simply elegant and sexy, but unfortunately I can not afford to purchase those expensive suits.

I like wearing clothes for little girls. I usually wear clothes for juniors, but sometimes those for little girls at about 10 to 15 years old. I am not pedophilic at all. The pink panty in the above is for junior US size 3, and the top is for little girls. I also sometimes wear underwear pants for little girls (US girl size 10 or 12), which are far cheaper than junior's or adult's.

I think the reasons why I like girls' clothes are three. First, they are far cheaper. Those summer tops for little girls can be purchased at $1-4 in Wal-mart or other popular malls. Second, they are very comfortable and I can even exercise and stretch. Third, simply I like little girls' style.

The bluish skirt and short pants you have seen in my photos are for juniors, and I also like junior style. Some people say that I am and look too old to wear them. Nevertheless, I sometimes wear them. I have several cute thong panties for juniors, which I wear nearly everyday.

One day, I purchased a box containing 10 underwear pants for girls. The size was 10, which means they are for girls of 20-inch waist. It was from Hues, and costed about $7, as I remember. I still wear them, because they are so much durable. At the counter, I thought that cashiers and others would think that I might choose underwear pants for my daughter. In  sense, I thought that it would be ludicrous that a dad wears underwear pants made for his little daughter.

My nickname 'barbie' is also based on the barbie doll my first son played with when he was about 3 years old. In a year, the doll wore out to be naked. I saw it and suddenly realized that the doll's morphology was surprisingly similar to mine. It was about 2 years before my ->-bleeped-<- erupted.









My childish and cheap summer fashion items.



My junior top and panty for early fall.

Barbie~~

Barbie,

You really look like a woman, or like a girl. That's the idea.  If I like your style I don't mean you're a super expert in fashion.  Sometimes I see you're not a woman.  You know, one eye is king in the land of the blind. In this case maybe you are "one eye" and I am blind. Yes it's true, maybe your choices are a bit childish but it is already far better than most women from my country.  Sometimes I think it is a man when I see one.  A woman from police was shot recently here. It was in the newspapers.  Well, that looked like a man.  She had NOTHING female in her.  She looked like a tank.  Once women get older some look like men.  This is not disrespect you know.  I can imagine they feel unhappy.  But then they let themselves go. Or they put too much make-up. You look far more sexy than most of them. And didn't you know that many dirty old men ( like me ) like pretty little young girls ? Your string is nice ! ;-)) Not to mention your amazing waist line !

The sleeping dress my wife bought for me costs 4 euro, the other 2 cost 2 euro each. That hyperlink would be to marry a second time. That can be a bit more expensive.  My first marriage costed 1500 euro. Not exactly the biggest party ever. A normal marriage costs 15 000 euro here.  I plan to change all my underwear to the female kind.  I have some already. 

My son is crazy about batman !  Everything in his room is about batman.  He is batman, I'm superman, his sister is mega mindy and his mother is super mama.

Kaeren.

Kaeren,

In my country, we call married women as 'Ahjum-ma'. A joke here is that  3 genders exist in this country. One is man, the 2nd is woman, and the third is 'Ahjum-ma'. When I first heard the joke, I thought the third gender might be transgender or intersex.

There are many jokes about Ahjum-ma. A most popular topic is poor driving of Ahjuma-ma. I also feel that they are like deadly weapons or booby traps in the road. In the road, it is not difficult do see some drivers stop their cars to argue with other drivers regarding traffic laws and manners, etc. Despite their lack of driving skill, those Ahjum-ma never acknowledge their fault, and criticize others.

The reason of the joke is because married women in my country are more like men than ladies. They are very aggressive in verbal attacks, and never concede in quarreling with men. Especially for those women after the menopause, the aggressiveness becomes out of limit. And, above all, some Ahjum-ma wear jeans like military uniform and boots like combat boots. Most Ahjuma-ma keep their hair short, but still longer than men's. They do not care so much about their appearance, and prefer comfortableness.

When I return to my country for the first time in 8 years, I saw an Ahjum-ma in a bus stop. She talked to herself, but clearly to my ears, that my hair is too long, and is it he or she?, and etc. We got in a public bus together. Later, the bus driver made a minor mistake and he did not let her get out of the bus at the destined stop. But he did stop the bus at about 100 meters from the bus stop, and sincerely apologized to her. Nevertheless, she was so upset and screamed  to the driver like "Are you crazy? Damn you!" Her trousers was like a military uniform.

But strangely, it is those Ahjum-ma who usually take attention of my fashion and body shape. I think they are still interested in their body shape, although they do not explicitly express it. Probably they may have already given up, but still have lingering attachment to it. In the U.S., it was also married, but still beautiful women who sometimes admired my legs and other parts.

My kids have been mad at characters of Japanese animation movies such as pokemon, power rangers, and Yu-gi-oh. They sometimes watch them until mid-night.

Ha Ri Su is the most popular, and pioneering transgender in my country.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harisu

Barbie~~

Barbie,

I have heard about Harisu before. I believe you mentioned her already.  I was looking recently at the nations that are member of the united nations and I remarked that North-Korea is not.  I guess you're lucky. I also saw a program on TV about how people are brainwashed in the north. Don't take it the wrong way, I just say what I saw. It looks like east and west Germany but a degree worse.

My wife, a married woman, has a driver's license. Now I don't want to pretend I am Ayrton Senna but when I learned how to drive it went like this.  I took the keys, I started the engine and 5 minutes later I was on the road without any trouble.  Not then, not later, not never had I any troubles.  Now comes my wife ..................... she has a driver's license but that is also all she has. How she passed that ?  I have no idea She is a DISASTER ! When I tell her, go to the left, she goes to the right. Then she blocks the engine all the time. And then she says "But I didn't do anything wrong. It's the car that is wrong."  ..... I have to admit that after 6 months extreme patience from my side she is now able to drive normally and she is worthy of her licence. She simply has no driving skills. I wanted to become a pilot but I have bad eyes. I still like speed.  Friday I go to Spain for a week. I always love take off.  Like a rocket, you're pushed in your seat when the plane starts.  COOL ! Sometimes I imagine I have a transformer vehicle.  And that it can change from car into plane while driving.  If an alien would ask me whether I would like to have a present that is what I would choose. A transformer.

In my country there are no famous transgender people.  One person was mentioned once in the magazines .  He changed into a woman but remained married to his wife. There are however more and more people that are homosexual.  I see lots of men coming out.  Especially where I work there is a lot. And also among the artists and the politicians. 

Kaeren.

Kaeren,

I also have seldom heard about any famous transgender people in other countries. Harisu is exceptional. People here wonder whether she ever could be so easily accepted unless she was so much pretty. A negative thing about her is that most people now expect that transgender people should be as much as beautiful as women, and more. Could they accept transgenders who can hardly pass? Most people disagree. Harisu is an ideal, not an reality. Passing would determine human rights of transgender people here.

Our country was completely destroyed about 55 years ago by the war. One U.S. general once declared that the entire country returned to the 'stone age'. The amount of bombs used was twice as much as that dropped in the Europe during the 2nd World War. The North is still threatening, but people here now live as normal as other countries.

Driving here is not so much enjoyable. Roads are in anarchy, and there are too many cars in narrow roads to cause traffic congestions, especially at tollgates in the afternoon of Sunday. I would say, if you can driver here, you can drive at any place in the world. I drive our minivan for long-distance travel, and my wife prefers a compact car as she is not good at parking. Helsinki was so impressive to me because I never heard a horn during my stay there for a week.

Barbie~~

Barbie,

I don't know much about the war.  Both sides normally think they are right.  Thinking about it I have some comics from Buck Danny.  American fighter pilots.  And sometimes it is about the war in Korea. But I have no idea what it really is about. Communism I suppose.

Dana International is a famous transsexual. Barbie could be one. You really could pass for a real woman.

My wife is russian by the way.  She likes very big cars.  While I like small ( and fast ) cars.  In Brussels you shouldn't put your pinker if you want to go to the right for example because you will certainly get blocked by somebody.  If you want to go somewhere just do it. That's the best strategy in Brussels.  And don't come to close to busses because they will drive you of the road. 

Kaeren.

Some photos on the war:



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Korean_War



Barbie~~

Barbie,

The grandfather of my wife was killed in world war II. Allthough there was a war in Belgium also I have never heard much about it. With the exception of my father who said that he was never hungry.  My father died a few years ago. When he said he was never hungry he really meant that he gave himself a goal during the war. That goal was never to have hunger again. And I guess he achieved his goal.

Those pictures are horrible. I have seen others. About the effects of agent orange, or the effects of radio-active bullets, or the effects of an atomic bomb on people. And I know where all these come from.  But I don't know enough about Korea to understand what happened and who was responsible for whatever reason ? The japanese, the russians, the americans ? I got my ass kicked already for less than this.  Somebody will take it personally. So ...

History is one long story of war.  And I hope I am wrong but the biggest war of all might still have to come. We should try to stop it !

I'm from Belgium and we have a strange attitude. Maybe you heard that our country might split or collaps.   The federal government is unable to get formed after the elections.  Almost 200 days now after elections and still no government.  I went to eat a few months ago with the sister in law of the one who is supposed to become our new prime minister. But he is unable to make the new government. The french and the dutch fight between each other.

There will never be a civil war of the native people here because it is not our way. We're not like that, on the whole we don't really care about politics.  My wife who is from Russia always takes it very serious when I dare to say one wrong word about her country. And then I always say that I don't have these nationalistic feelings about Belgium. I don't care if somebody says that Belgium is a country of monkeys. So what ? We prefer to work hard. 


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leopold_II_of_Belgium
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baudouin_I_of_Belgium

My country used to have a colony called Congo, now Zaire.  Our king Leopold II saw this country as his personal property and did not hesitate to murder, rape, molest, torture, behead, .... the local people. His ancestors are still our royal family.  They are not known for being bright minds. Nevertheless the king before the one we have now was Boudewijn. And Boudewijn was a nice person. When he died lots of people were very touched because he had to go.

Kaeren.

There was a beauty in the royal family of Belgium.

Her old photos got attention this week in the internet of my country.









Barbie~~

Barbie,

That is Paola Ruffo di Calabria. She is Italian. Our queen.  The picture is from when she was young. Boudewijn and Fabiola did not have children.  When Boudewijn died his brother Albert became king.  They have two official sons, Filip, and Laurent. And also one daughter Astrid. I met Laurent once but he is probably not the son of the king.  Our king has another daughter Delphine Boel. Probably as revenge, Paola made a child with somebody else also.  That is Laurent. The baby on  the picture is either Filip, or Laurent. Filip will be the next king ( if Belgium still exists by then of course ). 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Pierre_Van_Rossem



When Albert became king, Jean-Pierre Van Rossem shouted "Long live the republic".  Jean-Pierre Van Rossem is a bit an eccentric person who developed an economical model called moneytron based on econometrics ( high level statistics ) for analysis of the stock market.  He is not in the news anymore now. He was especially known also for driving extremely fast cars, like a Ferrari F40. 



The first place where I worked was an engineering company.  And some say that the real brain behind Van Rossem was the boss of this engineering company. I believe but I am not sure that king Albert ( or Boudewijn ) also invested money in Moneytron. Then when it collapsed he probably lost money also to the one who later shouted "Long live the republic" when he became king.

Kaeren.

Kaeren,

I was interested in your posting on the bigger war related with Nostradamus. I have my own vision regarding it, and it is very clear, but I was reluctant to detail it.

King of Angolmois means King of Mongolian. Few interpreters would deny this anagram. Nostradamus did not write '1999' literally, but "L'an mil neuf cens nonante neuf sept mois" was translated into July 1999 or July nineteen ninety nine. I am not good at French, but you know how to write the year 1999 in French. It would not be like 'mil neuf cencs nonante neuf". "L'an mil neuf cens nonante neuf sept mois" can be interpreted other ways. It's meaning, IMHO, is when it comes to full maturity.

The number 19 is very important one in ancient philosophy in East Asia. 19 x 19 = 361 and 361 - 1 = 360. The number 360 that Sumerians and Babylonians adopted was actually based on this principle. This ancient philosophy is very difficult to understand, but it was originated from an ancient philosopher called Bokhwi (or Fu Xi in Chines). The philosophy was later published as a book "I-ching", an ancient Chinese classic http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Ching . I will not detail this, but in summary, there are five elements in the universe. 1 - water, 2 -fire, 3 - wood, 4 - metal, and the fifth element is 5- the ground where the 4 elements play. 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 = 10. In Greek, they were Earth, Water, Air, Fire, and Idea. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Classical_element

Also, number 7... It's the lucky number? There are many 7s even in the Bible. Seven is a symbol to denote something...

Anway, regarding the bigger war, I guess it will be ignited by the conflict between China and Taiwan. At the present, the US supports Taiwan in military, and also will do in the near future, but can not engage in two major wars in the globe. I may have a chance to detail the scenario later.

I guess the bigger war will be ended by a plague such as small pox. About 2 years before the 9/11, I asked the doctor a small-pox vaccine for my first son. He replied that it is not available. Probably he thought I was a crackpot. But, now he would not think so.

Barbie~~

Barbie,

I'd like to discuss this in more detail but I'm getting ready to take the plane to Spain.  The king of the mongols is Dzjengis Khan.  With Nostradamus you're never sure what it means but it could mean CRUELTY.  A muslim army of very cruel holy wariors. 

I speak French where I work. It's not perfect but you wouldn't notice I am not a native speaker for a while.  1999 = mil neuf cents nonante neuf. I didn't understand your explanation about it. 

World war 3 is busy already in my opinion. Osama Bin Laden started it. Country should rise against country.  It wouldn't surprise me if some extremists kill the american president with an atomic bomb.  Then the americans or the french take revenge and you get a massive killing of a lot of people in the middle east I suppose.

I didn't even know Taiwan and China had a conflict.  But I believe you and I'm sure you might be right.  A world war by definition is war all over the world of course. My best guess is a religious war between the muslims and ... the west.  The pope in Italy is a good target for them I suppose.

I didn't ask for any vaccins.  But biological warfare is certainly possible. Honestly, I don't think Belgium will have to suffer a lot from the war. But I might be wrong. I think if something happens in Europ it would be more the south of Spain or Italy. That is close of course.

In fact I got interested in Nostradamus because of 9/11.  As I continued digging I combined my name with nostradamus and to my big surprise there is some quatrains. Don't get this the wrong way now. There is lot's of people that have my first name and I'm no hero. I want to be as far away of that as I can. And nostradamus is also no exact science.

Anyhow, one of the quatrians of Nostradamus is this one. Or these ones :

X 89

Sept ans ƒera Philipp. fortune preƒpere,
Rabaiƒƒera des Arabes l'effort,
Puis ƒon midy perplex, rebours affaire,
Ieuƒne oignion abiƒmera ƒon fort.

For seven years fortune will favor Philip,
He will beat down again the exertions of the Arabs:
Then at his noon perplexing contrary affair,
Young Ogmios will destroy his stronghold.

Ogmios is something like Hercules from the greek. What it means that Young Ogmios will destroy the stronghold of Philip ? I don't know.  In french it is "fort" which means the "strong" of Philip. Some translations talk about a fortified castle or so but that's not correct in my opinion. 

Another one is VIII 81 - there is a third one in fact and in my opinion many others also about a big war.

This could be an atomic bomb on the United States. Sicily is in Italy. It could be muslims attacking ROme

VIII 81
Le neuf empire en desolation,
Sera changé du pole aquilonaire,
De la Sicile viendra l'emotion,
Troubler l'emprise à Philip. tributaire.

The new empire in desolation
will be changed from the Northern Pole.
From Sicily will come such trouble that
it will bother the enterprise tributary to Philip.


It's all just a guess and again, I only got interested because of a coincidence. I don't have any megalomanic ideas and I'm not Bruce Willis neither.

I really have to go.  Maybe I'll have a look in spain in the hotel

Kaeren ( or Philip if you want ).

PS : Maybe this whole discussion is out of place in the crossdresser section

very nice

Quote from: Kaeren on December 13, 2007, 10:15:59 AM
I speak French where I work. It's not perfect but you wouldn't notice I am not a native speaker for a while.  1999 = mil neuf cents nonante neuf. I didn't understand your explanation about it. 

As I know, 99 = quatre vingts dix neuf (4x20 + 19), but I am not quite sure.

Barbie~~

Nonante is a Belgium variation :-).
But you got it right Barbie with the 99 = quatre vingts dix neuf.
I'm a French native speaker, though I use so much english in life that this is
starting to be debatable :-).