hi everyone! it's been almost a year since i last posted here. (
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,177226.0.html)
once reach a foreign land i'll claim asylum. the issue is how can i get there.
during this time, i went through a lot of depression and was very close to giving up but the hope kept me going, the hope that one day i'll get out of this hell. i also discovered a lot of things about myself and i think i have grown as a person. (i am saying that coz i sounded stupid and childish back then)
so, after struggling for an entire year, i have 'finally' got the passport. it was really hard to deal with my brothers.
last time, the major problem was how was i going to get enough proof of funds for a students visa. luckily, i can now apply for a visitors visa (and my family will think it is a student's visa, hehehe) and a visitor visa requires comparatively less amount funds.
WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW? where should i apply for a visitor visa? i know i need to apply at the embassy BUT which country? i am thinking about applying for a US visitor visa coz it will be fast and i won't have to wait for a long time. how am i gonna convince the visa officer to get the visa? the officer will assume that i am an intersex trying to escape this conservative society.
help me, i am confused and depressed.