Last Friday when we were working on a wall a couple of workers were working and i thought i heard my name.
on my way back i asked one of them what he said?
he said nothing but the other worker who is female looked at me and said we were talking about my tits and she tried to poke one.
thank god im quick and knocked her hand away before she poked one.
i did not realize that they were noticeable through my t shirt yet.
i just brushed it off and that was the end if it.
had my therapist appointment in October and the first thing i said was ! this is taking forever!
i told him i just needed to get that off my chest so im good now.

But it is taking forever.
i will say one thing i do feel better and a lot calmer then i was.
I feel more feminine as the days go by and that is really good.
But i need to get out and join a group and soon. it was nice to talk to paula but she is gone back to moose jaw so that leaves me alone again.
Im starting to get the urge to come out to my friends but i have to be patient and i have to reach my goal first.
And again its taking forever

Anyway thats good for now.
just wanted to share my thoughts a little.