Hi. I'm Paige from Massachusetts. I can't believe I'm typing this but I'm a Bi-curios Female trapped in a mans body for over 40 years. Nobody knows. I live as a man and have been married over 20 years with 2 sons. I find over the years that I'm taking more and more risks of being caught and it scares the crap out of me. I don't want to hurt my family but I feel that I will screw up sooner or later and be found out. Maybe I want to. I don't know. Well anyways I wanted a safety net in case my whole world starts to come down....So I find myself here. Step 1

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Welcome to Susan's Place. I really miss my home state of Mass. especially the snow lol Chloë Jade

Hello Paige and welcome to Susan's.

Hello and welcome 

Its up to you but here are a few resources that might help:

https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,194946.msg1736596.html#msg1736596
There are brochures by reputable sources, for example the british NHS, showing being trans has biological connections.
Its explained with pictures. A brochure says explicitly for trans people, their families and health care staff.
If its biological its nobodys fault... and its not likely to be a phase...

you might see a good gender therapist...
the gender therapist to help you along, maybe with easy reversible steps first, to help you find out how they make you feel...
so that you have someone to guide you and help you along, and no rash but appropriate steps are made.... appropriate also in your favour, so that it moves along...
you might ask at plannedparenthood of a lgbt place for counseling...
or look here:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,162888.msg1400316.html#msg1400316


many *hugs*