I have lost some friends and some friends just want to not discuss this. A couple of friends heard me and didn't know how to respond, and I know that they love me. I have a couple of new friends who are supportive and great. I feel safe with them.
I gained bullies. I have trial tomorrow morning. I lost the church that I was attending.
Now I am joining the Unitarian Society.
My daughter hates me. Not just for this. My son is more understanding. He loves me.
This has been incredibly difficult and painful. I love myself to much to be regretful or to ruminate about the mistakes that I did make, the ones that I own, and certainly not the ones that I didn't make, the ones that bullies are trying to place on me.
Painful road.

Yes, it's hard to understand why sometimes the people closest to us are often the ones that will hurt us the most.

LexPromise,

You seem to have your eyes open. With open eyes and clarity we see and feel pain but recognize what pain is from a legitimate source. I am sorry there are so many who cause pain from fear and a lack of understanding. However, it is good to see you are not pulling the undeserved fault onto yourself.

Stay strong and know you are not alone.

With warmth,

Joanna

Stay strong. You are in control of your life.  All this garbage you are putting up with will pass in time and your life will improve.  Transition is not an easy road and that is good for many reasons.  Sometimes you have to purge the old to get to those who really see you for the good person you are.  You many not understand it with all that is going on in your life at the moment but you are now building a strong foundation for a better and more rewarding life.

Stay strong and be true to yourself Lexpromise..........only you know the correct path and the ups and downs that we all experience on our journeys will make us stronger and better able to cope in our new lives
Hugs
Dianne
xo

Thank you. I am struggling. The stalking is horrible. I am depressed and suicidal (okay to state on here?). I am in therapy; etc. and they are aware. I may have to go back inpatient. I have PTSD and with the stalking it is really flarwd up.