Well after much contemplating about whether I should or not I dropped of my wife at the train station went back home took a bath and dressed female.
I decidid I am going to give this a shot I went out of the room the two people that is cleaning the house looked at me funny and I decided O well one barier down. I then decided let me take this one step further and get it over and done with. I asked my mom if I can come to her work it is sort of a family business that she is working for so other family is also there so they can meet Amoray.
O well I got in the car stopped for petrol and I got out to buy cooldrink at the shop for me and my mom. This was scary and sweat started pouring down my face. A man and I walked into each other in the one isle and I got a polite smile.
Well when I got to my mothers work I was very nervous this is the first time she is seeing me fully dressed with the wig and everything. She was suprised how feminine I looked.
Then came a guy that I know from my Batchelor party he did not know what my mother was trying to explain bit brought me a chair and his wife facial expression was priceless he did not exactly know how to greet me and was shuddering to the whole time I actually felt sorry for him. Me and my mother was chatting the hours away.I had to go to the bathroom and went to the girls one. Then came time to visit my two aunts and my uncle in their office well my aunt told me I am beautiful I have bothing to be ashamed off. My uncle was pretty receptive as well my other aunt started preaching for me of what I am doing to my child and wife I told her my wife is done with me I tried to be a man for her and I was not enough.
I also met my mothers ex boyfriend that jokingly said he would do my I am damn gorgious. Then told me it was inevitable he was waiting for this day and the results is spectacular. I was shocked. As I was on my way out of the door my mothers uncle saw me and I always looked up to him as my role model. He stretched his arms out and gave me a hug and told me also I am gorgious.He told me I must be happy that is all that matters.
I was suprised with the positive response that I received from the family except for one or two. I actually had so much fun enjoyed and my marriage was the last thing on my mind.
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Well I must add that I dressed male when I got home but I really enjoyed being female. I really enjoyed people seeing me as female even though the family got the pronounce wrong I did not really care. My mother was so sweet she really tried
hard.Now I am sitting sort of sad because I know this move signals in a way that I am showing the relationship with my wife the finger. Actually there is no relationship anymore. I can't call that thing a relationship. Being Amoray did not take the pain away but there where some sort of strange peace in me that I could not explain. I love being Amoray after today.
