Hello everyone!
I am a MTF in my mid thirties from Rhode Island. I have been on hormones for 7 weeks now and waiting as patient as possible to see results. I am happily married to an amazing woman who has been nothing but supportive and caring to me. I have also told a few family members who have been fantastic as well. I know I am extremely lucky for the response I have received from the few I have told, I know its not the norm.
I am still very in the closet so as much as I like going out and doing things, I tend to stay home most of the time because I hate have to pretend to be male for that time. I was lucky enough to find a girl to do my makeup and show me a lot of good ways and tricks to applying it so I have been practicing a lot in the hopes to build enough confidence to go out as me for the first time. I'm so tired of hiding!
I love making new friends from all over but I really wish I could make some local friends to help with hair, makeup, chatting, and just friendship. I have tried just about every app and site out there with no luck. I have reached out to a local peer to peer support group but its very scary to meet so many in person at one time.
Anyways, I am happy to be here to meet new friends, learn some things, and hopeful help some others.
Emily