They past few days I was the "buchers hook" for the past few days causing me to be in hospital. The stay made me reflect on my journey a little bit both positive and negative.
Positive:
The female on my hospital band
Being referred to as she during the change overs. As in this is Gypsy she is in for seizures
Being called a young lady by my bed mate
Seen as female by everybody there. The nurses, the older patients on the ward and tbe newer ones
Been given the pan when I was bed bound, not the bottle
Hospital food is getting better
Negetive:
I was not planning on a lengthy visit. Needed Supergirl to bring me a razor and some ducking into the showers to correct the chin
Extra hair on my legs dysphoria rising, thank you track suit pants I didn't have to look at them
Missing a day from my memory
You don't go to hospital to get some sleep
Fear however slight that I they (nurses, doctors) would say you're trans and start calling me sir/he ect
