QuoteGod's patience & mercy & forgiveness is infinite
Please correct me if I am wrong, but I am understanding that views such as this are common. In essence God is an all knowing omnipresent and omnipotent, super duper merciful, caring kind of Father figure.
Do I have the basic idea correct?
Well, I suppose it depends on which
books you read. As I understand it the old testimate depicted a rather unkind fire and brimstone type of God.
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I suppose it amounts mostly to personal experience. My life has been unpleasant and hurtful enough (and I do not even mention the mismatch of brain and body in this) to make me think who ever is in charge isn't very nice at all. In fact if it is anyone but myself responsible for this life... lets just say, I'm not happy with them at all.
But not all games we play are fun. Not all lessons are pleasant.
But what happens when life wears you down and it's all sand in the wind? ... all for naught?
Is it alright because that is what your God wanted? ... for you to suffer and be his pawn? Do you forgive because it was for your own good? Or do you spite because he had no right?
What if God isn't a myth, do you forgive him for all the hurt? All the pain? All the suffering? Do you thank him for the joy? The happiness? ... does it even out? Do you say "ouch, oh well I learned something?" and get on with your existence?
Life hurts. Deeply and thoroughly. It has since my earliest memories. ... do you forgive eons of hurt? Eons of suffering and pain? Do you just forgive because it's the "Right thing to do" ? Do you walk away and no longer play the game? Do you grin and bear it because it is wanted of you?