I'm sitting in a restaurant looking out the window at all the woman going by and realizing that I look like that now. I've had a life of pain and sadness because I was so terribly wrong physically. I am now so free and I actually look outside as I am inside. If HRT is not a cure you can't get much closer. I've lived a terrible sadness my whole life not being able to wear dresses and skirts and be a part of the female realm . Each day forward is so beautiful. The more I interact on a day to day bases socially as my true self the more heaven is right in front of me to touch . I'm having a good day today. I'm communicating with a family I never thought would ever be there again and it's a family that accepts me.

Yes. Amazing. I feel the same way.

I really never dreamed I could be actually doing this. I so much wanted this for so long. I remember about 20 years ago. I was taking care of my dad who was bed ridden and I use to practice dressing up and putting on make up. I had a full length mirror I put in the kitchen and when I finished I'd look at myself and just break down and cry.