So, I made a youtube vlog and I thought I would share my last vlog that I made. It's about my trans monster -- that little negative voice in your head that tells you that you're no good, etc, etc.

So, anyway, here's my vlog...

--Natalie


PS Excuse the room mess. I've got lots of clothes and no where to put it... that and my hair, make up, etc, are all in my little space in the living room (where I sleep... eventually when I move out of this place I'll actually get my own room and it would be really grand!).

Hi Gothique,
I wish I could view this,
it looks like a pretty cool video.

I'm sorry, my computer doesn't have any speakers right now otherwise I would.
I appreceate you sharing it: I'll see if I can find some headphones to work if I can.
I use my ipod phones occasionally so I'll try those and then see it!
Thanks so much for posting..I kinda need this right now..

Love 
Sarah

thank you nat.    have a happy new year.... and play it safe

Very good, Nat. Very good. Thanks, sweetie.

Nichole

Natalie it is a nice video and encouraging.

Thanks,
Anna

you seem very sparky, restrained self confidence oozes out the screen. good to see.

Awww, thnx everyone! I checked my video this morning and apparently it's #5 in the top people and blogs on youtube! I was pretty surprised. And I've started to have a lot of people who've written me and really liked the video and were inspired by it. I'm glad that it helped people and gave people who might be struggling with their little "monster" and be able to over come that.

--natalie

Nice video, just be careful, OK hon?

Hello Natalie,

That's a great video and I'm happy to see you comfortable enough within yourself to put those out there...and yep..we all have our own little demons to deal with!

Peace and love,
Isabelle St-Pierre

god Natalie, this is exactly what my therapist and I have been discussing recently!!!  THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR POST!!!

can i use that cat to put a face on my transmonster!?!?!

right now i'm still very dude looking   and even though i have electro tomorrow morning, i had to let my...beard   grow out a little which all of you can understand and i'm totally hideous!!! i don't even want to go tomorrow  (ya, i know, stupid).

GREAT POST.

Gothique,
Thanks so much for posting that video, it is so true about the trans monster, mine has been kicking my but lately, and I really needed to hear what you had to say. You are a inspiration to others and I can't wait til your next video. Thanks again for being so open with us, I am sure it helps alot of people.

Hugz,
Ariana

Hi Natalie,

Thankyou, thankyou, thankyou!!!!!!  I absolutely love your vblog, the trans monster and you, of course!!!

I've got loads to go through at the moment to reach my goal, and I need every bit of encouragement that I can get, and your words are powerful and have the right effect to inspire me to get out there and make things happen!!  Yeah, people are sometimes cruel and mean, but I just have to look past it all and live my life!! 

You are a fantastic human being, and I wish you all the best in your life!  You are a real star!!!

Buttercup