Hey you guys well things is going a lot better for me these days you haven't got a clue how much changed. I can't even pass as male anymore even if I try. Well the avatar is old now for some reason everything fast forwarded the in a couple of weeks and I have to have arguments with people at the social worker for the parenting plan because they can't understand that I am supposed to be mr that is on their list. They keep on mistaking me for my ex. Even the social worker asked is the child adopted. I am like no and she questioned the dynamic because she can't see how two woman have a biological baby. Until I said I am trans and she gave me a high five and said you are so pretty I wasn't sir'd ones for the whole week even in my attempts to pass as male it failed.
Okay but enough of that the question I have is someone mentioned a while ago that some trans woman is willing that you stay with them if you go for the op and this will save you money with the hotel being cut out. I am considering PAI and really trying hard to see how I can fund it. Every little that I can save is actually putting it more in reach. It is far better than the South African results and I would not let the public health sector touch that region.
I really have to get the op that thing bothers me and believe me I would cut it off and injure myself if it means I don't have that thing sticking out of me. I am even tucked in the bath because I can't stand the site of it. I can't masturbate I feel disconnected to that part that is attached to me that it is sort of ruining a part of my life when I think about it so intimacy is zero out of a fear of having someone down there and doing things that gets done to males there. So I am trying the best I can to get the op in reach to ease the pain.
