Really After i started HRT, i was so happy doing that, but suddenly i remembered that God created us males and we have to satisfy our fate. i was so frightened if God will punish me and send me to hell.
Hence i sent all HRT medication into the trash pin, and i tried to pray for God to Forgive me for that sin.
I will not allow that devil ideas to come through my mind again, and i hope that God may forgive me.
pray for me to overcome that weakness.
i would like to live as the wrong sex, rather to be sent to hell.
cheers,