I have my first endo appointment in 2 weeks. I started seeing a therapist in February, diagnosed with gender dysphoria. Took time to get a letter and have had this appointment since June. I'm getting nervous of the effect the hormones are going to have on me. I'm not going full time female anytime soon. I really want the feminine changes to occur, but scared that I'm not going to be able to control how fast the changes occur. My mom and aunts are all D and E cups. I'm hoping for nothing bigger than a B. I'm hoping for the next 2 years to be gender fluid, but don't want physical changes to force me full time sooner. My wife is OK with me being gender fluid but full time she'll have a problem with. My question is this, If I go on a medium transition dosage and the changes become too sudden, can I drop the dosage to slow down the changes?