This is like a ride down to hell that never ends. Two people who constantly change their minds on a whim 

They actually do know a psychologist, albeit in another country who apparently knows most of the psychologists around here, and they want to see if she can find someone appropriate for the issue and want me to talk to her. Like over the phone. Fun. Not. She likes them and has a specialization in some experimental and strange field of psychology 

So, I'm sure she could pull out all sorts of unreliable and experimental facts as evidence against me considering that I only met her once outside of a mental blank and I was too demotivated to speak to her and the session ended with some of her exotic techniques.

Coming up with persuasive facts is going to be difficult against someone with many hidden cards which could be twisted in various ways against me. This is like going into court against someone who holds all of the evidence and can twist it in any way they please.

I was near the city hall today, easily recognisable as I had nothing to wear other than clothes intended for snow to see the myGov Centre where the clerks basically told me what I already knew about my ineligibility for Medicare.

...Just kill me already... 

Quote from: Xirafel on October 07, 2016, 12:08:36 AM
This is like a ride down to hell that never ends. Two people who constantly change their minds on a whim 

They actually do know a psychologist, albeit in another country who apparently knows most of the psychologists around here, and they want to see if she can find someone appropriate for the issue and want me to talk to her. Like over the phone. Fun. Not. She likes them and has a specialization in some experimental and strange field of psychology 

So, I'm sure she could pull out all sorts of unreliable and experimental facts as evidence against me considering that I only met her once outside of a mental blank and I was too demotivated to speak to her and the session ended with some of her exotic techniques.

Coming up with persuasive facts is going to be difficult against someone with many hidden cards which could be twisted in various ways against me. This is like going into court against someone who holds all of the evidence and can twist it in any way they please.

I was near the city hall today, easily recognisable as I had nothing to wear other than clothes intended for snow to see the myGov Centre where the clerks basically told me what I already knew about my ineligibility for Medicare.

...Just kill me already... 

reach for the stars.

make plans to transition in your own terms, its a short window in life where you are.

Well, I sent an email (I somehow negotiated them into letting me send an email after theirs which really, really downplayed the problem as nothing more than a hobby) to that psychologist like they wanted, but I instructed her not to tell anyone.

With any luck, the information won't circulate and she'll say something useful.

Quote from: Xirafel on October 07, 2016, 05:02:25 AM
Well, I sent an email (I somehow negotiated them into letting me send an email after theirs which really, really downplayed the problem as nothing more than a hobby) to that psychologist like they wanted, but I instructed her not to tell anyone.

With any luck, the information won't circulate and she'll say something useful.

crossing fingers in both hands, legs and toes where i can.. despite everything your a strong person and the future yours.

This must be how the people on death row feel like, waiting for their eventual execution.
What's taking her so long... Oh, that psychologist might be out to lunch with the time gap.

Quote from: VeronicaMJ on October 07, 2016, 05:34:46 AM
crossing fingers in both hands, legs and toes where i can.. despite everything your a strong person and the future yours.

Well, the entire universe is conspiring to mess with me.

Okay, well no reply which is telling considering that this psychologist writes up responses to them really quickly. Heck, it might have fallen in spam for all I know. Unfortunately, what they forgot is that I'm more than a little crazy, irrational and desperate.

In theory, I don't even need a psychologist, it's just an annoying restriction set by the state to squeeze penniless people like me out. I just need blood tests, although I don't have a little lab in my garage to do that, and I'm sure that the police will descend upon me if the results come back badly.

This is making me regret not doing psychology for University, even though it's totally the wrong subject for me.

Quote from: Xirafel on October 07, 2016, 08:02:03 PM
Okay, well no reply which is telling considering that this psychologist writes up responses to them really quickly. Heck, it might have fallen in spam for all I know. Unfortunately, what they forgot is that I'm more than a little crazy, irrational and desperate.

In theory, I don't even need a psychologist, it's just an annoying restriction set by the state to squeeze penniless people like me out. I just need blood tests, although I don't have a little lab in my garage to do that, and I'm sure that the police will descend upon me if the results come back badly.

This is making me regret not doing psychology for University, even though it's totally the wrong subject for me.

I wouldnt put too much into the no response, not every one works on fridays, saturdays.. no doubt a response will be forth coming. we all need therapists, not only to get the HRT letter but to give us the tools and help us find ways to work thru our various issues.. we end being more stable and well adjusted compared to the rest of humanity.

at least there  is hrt and all those other things we all need to be able to happy healthy people.

I'm surprised no one has suggested you check out this:
https://www.humanservices.gov.au/customer/services/medicare/reciprocal-health-care-agreements

"You're ineligible for Medicare if you've resided in the UK for more than two years." That's what the clerk said.
They were very specific about the 'resided' part. This isn't some link on the internet or what some random person told me, but someone who works for the government at a Medicare Centre.

Quote from: Xirafel on October 08, 2016, 02:01:20 AM
"You're ineligible for Medicare if you've resided in the UK for more than two years." That's what the clerk said.
They were very specific about the 'resided' part. This isn't some link on the internet or what some random person told me, but someone who works for the government at a Medicare Centre.

hmm i would ask to see the legislation regarding this.

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If you have any recommendations for loans, that would be helpful.
And I'm not a lawyer, the legislation regarding it would probably be complete garble to me.

And hiring a lawyer to look over it costs... Money, money, money.

Quote from: Xirafel on October 08, 2016, 02:20:40 AM
If you have any recommendations for loans, that would be helpful.
And I'm not a lawyer, the legislation regarding it would probably be complete garble to me.

And hiring a lawyer to look over it costs... Money, money, money.

check this out..

https://www.humanservices.gov.au/customer/enablers/health-care-visitors-australia  stated above.

it all comes down the type of visa you have..

Can anyone give me information on loans, particularly ones pertaining to medical (possibly psychological) care, if that's a thing?

I know care credit is one medical credit service out there. I have never needed to use them so I don't know anything about them. Hugs
Mariah

Quote from: Xirafel on October 08, 2016, 12:00:39 PM
Can anyone give me information on loans, particularly ones pertaining to medical (possibly psychological) care, if that's a thing?

Ugh, this headache is so annoying, and now I'm having weird dreams. I usually can't remember my stupid dreams x.x
I'll just blame the testosterone, that substance is evil. No, I can't do it for this, huh.

It's almost like they live in an alternate reality.

When they speak about my life, it just sounds like a fairy-tale world of happiness. One that somehow misses the extreme depression and even suicidal thoughts I mentioned to them when I was much, much younger.

It's obviously impossible for me to possibly be unhappy, they have everything setup for me to perfectly go ahead with my life. Not that they would know, they were always working all the time and I was really withdrawn from society.

Quote from: Mariah on October 08, 2016, 12:01:54 PM
I know care credit is one medical credit service out there. I have never needed to use them so I don't know anything about them.

Uh, what countries is that in...? Looks like America.

I believe the United States only last I checked. Hugs
Mariah

Quote from: Xirafel on October 08, 2016, 11:41:36 PM
Ugh, this headache is so annoying, and now I'm having weird dreams. I usually can't remember my stupid dreams x.x
I'll just blame the testosterone, that substance is evil. No, I can't do it for this, huh.

It's almost like they live in an alternate reality.

When they speak about my life, it just sounds like a fairy-tale world of happiness. One that somehow misses the extreme depression and even suicidal thoughts I mentioned to them when I was much, much younger.

It's obviously impossible for me to possibly be unhappy, they have everything setup for me to perfectly go ahead with my life. Not that they would know, they were always working all the time and I was really withdrawn from society.
Uh, what countries is that in...? Looks like America.

I haven't had an IQ Test in a long time, but I had one during puberty when I was really, really depressed and before.
It was a 50 points difference. Monday. With any luck, something might happen.

Maybe, I should reword the email to make it clearer and add more details.
Maybe not with the details, it was humiliating and degrading enough saying what I did.

Whats the point of an IQ test?

Quote from: AnonyMs on October 10, 2016, 01:05:10 AM
Whats the point of an IQ test?

IQ tests dont show intelligence, only the rate at which one can learn and absorb information. using it is another matter.

It's more that I don't care about anything, so everything is done with a fraction of my intelligence

I was near the city hall again, they have nice statues there, I always seem to wear sparkly shoes, although I doubt you'd spot me. So many attractive women, how unpleasant. The place I used to live had tons of extremely ugly ones which didn't make me feel as bad.