Hey everyone, I'm a 26-year-old software engineer from Australia. About two years ago, I tried to prove to myself I wasn't trans by trying to live "as a woman" for a week — wearing women's clothes, trying to change my voice, my walk, etc. I figured I'd get annoyed and want to stop after a couple of days, and then I could finally say to myself, "well, if you can't do it even for a week, you obviously couldn't do it permanently."
Here I am two years later, having thrown out all my old clothes, with a name-change form beside me, trying to figure out which surgeon to go to.
Obviously, my experiment backfired.
I figured I'd join because I don't know any trans people in real life, and I don't speak to any online, and that's not doing me any favors. Having said that, I'm not great at forums.