I havent updated for a while:
Since dec 24, i switched to 3 dilatation a day ; 5 min size 2 , 10 min size 3 , 15 min size 4 x3 per day . The size 4 (orange) dilatator is huge omg. Its going well, i could enter it until all dots were inside.
I am going to go back to gym today. That will be so great not having the fear of having the tucking visible anymore lol. I will be able to concentrate on what im doing at the gym for the first time since transition =)