Welcome back, good to hear you wont cause yourself such pain by denying yourself any longer. I'm sure Denise is right, that we all had doubts and attempts at 'making it work'.. I aborted my first attempt and went back inside myself for 4 years before I admitted that life as a male simply was not possible; death and transitioning became the only remaining options, and I chose life 🙂 .
Being true to ourselves isn't easy at all, but it is the right thing to do. Isn't it wonderful to experience such happiness, and have such a thirst for life? I never thought I would ever love living as much as I have started doing, and it seems to increase every week. Opp og frem søster!