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It's so nice to be back

Started by Ciara, February 22, 2017, 07:22:13 PM

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Ciara

I've been keeping to male mode for the past four or five months. I kept convincing myself that I was a real man. All the trans and cd stuff was behind me.
Well I was wrong. I'm dressed....bra, panties, tights, a nice dress, lipstick, mascara and a small bit of jewellery. That's all it takes to feel real again.
It's good to be back in a woman's world again.
Loving being Ciara😌😌.
I don't have a gender issue.
I love being a girl.



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Obfuskatie

Welcome back ;)

One of the more common shared experiences we have as trans people is he binging and purging stages. It seems like a cyclical.


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If people are what they eat, I really need to stop eating such neurotic food  :icon_shakefist:
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Ciara

I don't have a gender issue.
I love being a girl.



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SailorMars1994

Welcome back and happy you are being yourself again! whatever made you wana go back to manhood may i ask?
AMAB Born: March 1994
Gender became on radar: 2007
Admitted to self : 2010
Came out: May 12 2014
Estrogen: October 16 2015
<3
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Denise

Welcome back - My guess is most of us went through that.  Mine was July '16 through Sept '16.  I hope you are at peace with yourself about this decision.
1st Person out: 16-Oct-2015
Restarted Spironolactone 26-Aug-2016
Restarted Estradiol Valerate: 02-Nov-2016
Full time: 02-Mar-2017
Breast Augmentation (Schechter): 31-Oct-2017
FFS (Walton in Chicago): 25-Sep-2018
Vaginoplasty (Schechter): 13-Dec-2018









A haiku in honor of my grandmother who loved them.
The Voices are Gone
Living Life to the Fullest
I am just Denise
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Floof

Welcome back, good to hear you wont cause yourself such pain by denying yourself any longer. I'm sure Denise is right, that we all had doubts and attempts at 'making it work'.. I aborted my first attempt and went back inside myself for 4 years before I admitted that life as a male simply was not possible; death and transitioning became the only remaining options, and I chose life :) .

Being true to ourselves isn't easy at all, but it is the right thing to do. Isn't it wonderful to experience such happiness, and have such a thirst for life? I never thought I would ever love living as much as I have started doing, and it seems to increase every week. Opp og frem søster!
Reisen er lang, hard og full av farer; vær modig mine brødre og søstre <3




SRS w/ Dr. Chet May 12th 2017
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JeanetteLW

Welcome back Clara. I could never stay away for long either.
Hugs,
  Jeanette
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HappyMoni

You can run but you can't hide. I figured that out at about 56.
Monica
If I ever offend you, let me know. It's not what I am about.
"Never let the dark kill your light!"  (SailorMars)

HRT June 11, 2015. (new birthday) - FFS in late June 2016. (Dr. _____=Ugh!) - Full time June 18, 2016 (Yeah! finally) - GCS June 27, 2017. (McGinn=Yeah!) - Under Eye repair from FFS 8/17/17 - Nose surgery-November 20, 2017 (Dr. Papel=Yeah) - Hair Transplant on June 21, 2018 (Dr. Cooley-yeah) - Breast Augmentation on July 10, 2018 (Dr. Basner in Baltimore) - Removed bad scarring from FFS surgery near ears and hairline in August, 2018 (Dr. Papel) -Sept. 2018, starting a skin regiment on face with Retin A  April 2019 -repairing neck scar from FFS

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Ciara

Quote from: SailorMars1994 on February 22, 2017, 08:56:40 PM
Welcome back and happy you are being yourself again! whatever made you wana go back to manhood may i ask?
Hi,
I'm sorry it took me so long to reply to your question but my mother in law sadly passed away.
What made me wanna go back to manhood?...........well, I think life just got in the way. Work, family, commitments, all that stuff can stop you in your tracks. Stop you from being who you want to be.
Thankfully, I was able to step back for a while and appreciate who I really am and who I really need to be.
As I said.......It's so nice to be back :).
I don't have a gender issue.
I love being a girl.



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Ciara

Quote from: Floof on February 23, 2017, 02:50:41 AM
Welcome back, good to hear you wont cause yourself such pain by denying yourself any longer. I'm sure Denise is right, that we all had doubts and attempts at 'making it work'.. I aborted my first attempt and went back inside myself for 4 years before I admitted that life as a male simply was not possible; death and transitioning became the only remaining options, and I chose life :) .

Being true to ourselves isn't easy at all, but it is the right thing to do. Isn't it wonderful to experience such happiness, and have such a thirst for life? I never thought I would ever love living as much as I have started doing, and it seems to increase every week. Opp og frem søster!
Thank you Floof :).
I don't have a gender issue.
I love being a girl.



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Ciara

Quote from: JeanetteLW on February 23, 2017, 05:52:09 PM
Welcome back Clara. I could never stay away for long either.
Hugs,
  Jeanette
Thank you Jeanette,
Each time I try, I just keep coming back to who I am. I never am happy as a man.
I am happy now :).
xx
I don't have a gender issue.
I love being a girl.



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Ciara

Quote from: HappyMoni on February 23, 2017, 08:11:49 PM
You can run but you can't hide. I figured that out at about 56.
Monica
Thank you Monica,
Here I am at 58 and still figuring that out ;).
xx
I don't have a gender issue.
I love being a girl.



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Ciara

Quote from: Denise on February 22, 2017, 09:00:20 PM
Welcome back - My guess is most of us went through that.  Mine was July '16 through Sept '16.  I hope you are at peace with yourself about this decision.
Thank you Denise,
I certainly am at peace now :).
xx
I don't have a gender issue.
I love being a girl.



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