Hey there folks! I was wondering if this polar shift/180 is normal. I still generally feel very uncomfortable with my male charactoristics still. But i notice if i dont feel dog awful i seem to go into a re-flexsive denial. I will see my penis, facial hair shadow and other things male. Many times these things will make me have a little panic attack and the only way i can feel better, even a bit is to feminize. On the other hand, sometimes i see or notice these things and i get a reflexive ''Its ok'' right before i have an anxiety spell no matter who big or small. I can notice i dislike these things still, but i have found latley i go into a reflex denial of ''its ok, you can make it'' or an axiety state. I used to have that same reflex of ''its ok'' when I would go out and present male a while back but we all know how that ended... miserabally. Is this mental mechanics normal?? thanks!
