Hey I'm currently super closeted. For a while I've been considering myself nonbinary but over the last few weeks ive felt more and more like that may have been just like deciding it was a issue i didn't wanna spend more time thinking about. I'm in a relatively lucky position in that i live in a "progressive" area and my family would theoretically be supportive if/when i come out to them. The problem is I'm 21, with tons of debt, a dropout with no real job skills. The only gigs i can get are in heavily male dominated fields and I'm terrified of potentially being out, i have to rely on these jobs if i can get my own place but dysphoria has been getting stronger and stronger. I also have like incredibly masculine body features so i cant ease into it over time, there'd be a difference spotted quick. All I'm really looking for is for more experienced people to kinda hand hold me a bit.
